i love him still, but he bade goodbye

here i am sitting inside my room thinking of what lyrics must i put in my song, then suddenly someone texted me, i was so happy to see the name of the person that i treasured the most... i thought that i'll be happy, that we will not fight, but then my guess was entirely wrong, he told me that he doesn't believe me anymore, i was hurt and i was sure, that he'll leave me, he said goodbye, and then i cried, silently i hummed a soft lullaby cotaining the words................ GOODBYE

i just don't know what to do, i want to scream right now, i want to die right now, i want to end everything right now... i'm really hurt...

End