I'm gonna pour something out right now...I apologize in advance...
Recently, I've been confused about how I feel for someone but I don't know what I'm feeling is in the right state of mind...do I like her because of who she is or is it based on her looks? I don't want to mislead her if I change my mind in the middle of the everything.
This person is someone I know from back in high school when I used to be in Taekwon-do. She was a higher belt rank than me and I considered her a close aquaintance. I thought she was cute but that's as far as it went until one time we had a BBQ at my place and she came by. After the party, my mom had mentioned that this person talked about me...and it was a good thing apparently...she was interested in me.
I took it as a joke because it might've been just the alcohol talking since she was also a drinker...but ever since I started hanging out with her again, I've seen things about her; things that make me attracted to her. I can't really explain it...it's something about the aura about her.
Now here is the problem: She was in a previous relationship.
However, one day I get word that she's not with the guy anymore so I thought, "maybe this could be my chance..." But wait; she just got out of the relationship and he was her first lover. So I decided to back off for a bit; it wasn't right to just jump in after what she just went through.
After a while, when I re-connected with her again, we started talking via texting, myspace and all that; getting to know her. I don't know that much about her but the feelings came back up again and I'm here in what I call "A state of uncertainty"
Sorry for all this guys...I just had to pour out how I felt right now...forgive me
