Nyx had confirmed my believes. There were nobodies here before us, and I got to meet them. Not only did I get to meet them, but hung out with them, live our lives of nothing with them. I wonder what else I did with them. The realization that I had a whole another life before this was almost too much. I began to believe that I actually did all those things I see in my head.
I closed my eyes for a moment and watched another memory unfold in front of me. I was with Axel and Roxas again. I had asked Axel how to use my keyblade.
I opened my eyes.
“Do you remember something about your past Xemmsur? Is that why you ask this?” Nyx asked.
I looked back an forth from Nyx and Lexian before giving my answer.
"Yes, I have. I have faces and names in my head, 13 of them." I paused and looked to the ground. "And they all wanted me to join the organization, but I never did until now, at least I don't think I did. It's like I'm watching a movie for the first time. My whole life is playing before me, but I don't know the ending." I looked back up at them trying to read their expressions. Lexian looked like he had realized something for the first time.
~Xemmsur
---------------------
Sophia: I know lexian just asked Nyx if she wanted to go see akane but I just wanted Xemmsur to tell you what she remembers. I have was going to have Xemmsur go see Akane in a minute any ways so do what ever you want Nyx.