That feeling ran through me once again, the one that had me thinking that I had forgotten something or someone. Demy’s face raced across my mind and in the distance a small figure cloaked in darkness stood behind him looking down to its feet. It frustrated me immensely that I couldn’t figure it out, but maybe I didn’t have to. Maybe the answer was right in front of me the whole time. “Xemmsur. May I ask how long have you been a ‘nobody’? If you remember.”

Xemmsur said something’s that made me rethink about the past. Before I could ask her about what else she remembered about the original organization, Lexian caught on to my thoughts about Akane. I should have known he would, he was always to smart for his own good. "Nyx...I know what you're thinking...you want to go see Akane don't you..." he looked down at me, waiting to see what I’ll do. "You think we should give her a chance...is that right?" Hesitantly I looked back up to him nodding my answer to his question.

My voice was quieter as I looked back to my feet, as I asked him the next thing. “You disapprove of my silly thoughts, don’t you? I know Triskix would probably just dismiss it as being weak. But… Somehow, something tells me that it is wrong. I know I don’t have a heart or emotions, I can’t explain it myself. I just know Lexian.” Even quieter I said the next sentence so it would only reach his ears. “It is the same feeling I have about… L—‘him’. That something isn’t right there.” I didn’t want to say his name in such an open place, just in case. I was afraid of the walls around us would suck up the information like a sponge and spit it out to ‘him’.
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We enjoy warmth because we have been cold.
We appreciate light because we have been in darkness.
By the same token, we experience 'someone' for we are 'nobodies'.
~Nyx