I walked up to my room, opened the door, and laid down on the bed. I put the flap jacks on my right side and stared at the ceiling.
That went about as bad as it could have..... I thought to myself. But still I was able to hide RaXi's secret at least.... My head throbbed from having the Leader rip through it, and I was about to close my eyes when Akane jumped me.
"Son of a," I started catching myself from the cursing cliche.
Akane put a knife to my throat and I instantly calmed down. It was just her. I rolled my eyes and waited to hear her complaint or whatever. I was not in the mood.
"Don't bother killing me because I can't die." I said emotionlesly. If I could die I would....I would go and find Axel and Roxas and everyone else...
"Triskix, I know you know the villians as much as I do. You also know about everyone's past. Well, I need answers. What am I, How was I born a nobody, and why does everyone want me dead!?" Akane asked.
She was so wrong. I only knew a few pasts.....sadly....I did know hers...
"Why do I need to answer? If I were you, I would stop asking now!" I answered glaring red eyes at her. I didn't need the stress of having to deal with another emotional crisis while my head was continuing to try and kill itself.
Akane looked away and I figured it had been enough.....
"I'll leave you alone if you tell me!" she shouted to the walls more or less.
I felt a wave of anger and irritation. She really was trying to start something now wasn't she?
"Fine. Long ago, your other half died as a baby during a huge sandstorm. Then, you were brought to the world as a baby. But when Maleficent found out about you and your other half, she hated you," I said sharply remembering watching and listening to Maleficent and Axel talk. I wanted to get this out into the air as quickly as possible now or I would lose the ability to tell ever again...
"Not only that, but everyone sensed your talents and it concluded that you were unpredictable and too dangerous. That's the main reason why they want to kill you. The reason that the nobodies want you to die because...YOU ARE THE MOST PATHETIC, UGLY EXCUSE FOR A NOBODY! NOW GET THE DAMN HELL OUTTA HERE!" I yelled.
I hadn't meant to say it, but the pounding in my head had forced the words out. And in truth...that was what I had been thinking all along. The memories of her had irritated me from day one, but now that they were in the air they were even more anoying.....
I felt fire rushing up in my and I wanted to burn the castle to the ground. I wanted to watch as everything turned to ash and would never again be a castle...I wanted to destroy things and break hearts and kill....
I grabbed Akane by the shoulder and threw her out. I slammed the door and put a wall of fire around it. I walked to the end of my bed and slumped down on it. The pillow smelled like flap jacks, but soon the pillow turned to ash....
"Why am I such an idiot....." I asked the ash, but it didn't respond. "I try and keep order, but I always burn it down......"
"Brother why aren't you smiling? Brother?"
"I am smiling....just in my own way...."
"Brother a frown is not a smile...."
"Heh....I just can't smile right now I'm sorry.....so where do you want to go to first?"
"Brother.....I want you to smile....."
"I just can't...apart of me won't let me...."
"Triskix? He won't let you?"
"Kinda.....he just really wants to go home....and it's making me want to go home....but don't worry we can keep traveling forever..."
"Brother we don't have a home...."
"Triskix did though...his home was Casstle Oblivion...."
"Ah......Brother?"
"Yes?"
"Can you send him home then?"
"Wha-"
"He is a part of you....and he wants to go home....so at least for a little while....I want to make him...you...happy...lets send him home...."
"But you couldn't come...and a part of me would be a heartless...."
"No I would just give you your heart back as soon as he split away..."
"But....."
"And then we'll go to the Destiny Islands for a bit and when you feel the tug to go get him, you can and I'll wait on the Destiny Islands...."
"But if we split....and I go searching for him....he could run away and I would never be whole again....and I would be searching endlessly like before...."
"Brother...Triskix is a part of you...he won't run away...he just wants to go home...and if he does run then you'll just have to chase after him!"
"If I chase after him.....I won't come back to the Islands for a long time...."
"That is saying if he runs....Brother I want to make him...you...happy...."
The sadest moment of my life....
was finding that you weren't there with me....
when I needed you the most....
~Triskix~
