Ximh turned to me, I looked at his feet. Then suddenly he grabbed me his arms going around me. The bruises he had created before stung slightly yet his hands were gentle on my back and it didn't hurt, i was completely confused.
"Ximh what are you...?" i tried to pull away from him... was this even Ximh i was being.. HUGGED? by... But he pulled me in closer and almost whispered in my ear
"I'm glad you're alright...I'm sorry I threw you like that...I didn't mean to use so much strength...I just wanted you out of range...Did Domix do anything to you? He didn't hurt you?" my arms lost all their strength.. even though i had nearly made him fade away he cared about whether or not he had hurt me??
"What are you talking about...I ALMOST KILLED YOU! What the heck...YOU'RE apologizing?! YOU'RE worried?! I shouldn't even be here...I don't deserve to talk to you...much less stand in your presence EVER AGAIN!!" i must have sounded hysterical but i didn't deserve his kindness. He pulled away from me slightly and looked into my eyes, his bright orange eyes seemed to glow. i tried to look away from him but he made me look into his eyes.
"Don't ever say that again! If you ran away from me...refused to see me...that would make me very sad Kyxsha...VERY sad..." He seemed to have emotions in his voice that we nobodies aren't capable of feeling yet....
"What are you saying..." i was sure i said that in my mind but then XImh replied
"I don't know...I want you to stay by my side Kyxsha...don't leave. Don't leave and go to him...Stay with me..." His words seemed to vibrate against my chest, in the hole that my heart had created with it's absence.
With out another word, Ximh leaned in for a kiss. At first i was shocked but then i melted into it. That one deep kiss seemed to confirm how much Ximh cared for me, how much he trually did want me by his side. As we both pulled away, i felt slightly... light headed.
A redness seemed to appear on Ximh's face as if he was blushing
"I won't force you..." he then walked back to his room before he entered he turned to me and said.
"Just think about it...alright?" There was no thinking to be done.. i knew where i wanted to be. As i was about to open Ximh's door i felt a presence outside the gates... Someone from the other organisation.... no two....
I walked to my room and looked out the window. Raxi was exiting the castle, she had a few belongings, but that couldn't possible be all that she had... i watched as she walked but i was more concerned about the two.. LITTLE GIRLS....
They both seemed to be preteens.. though personally they looke like little children. Though they were both dressed in the organisation unifrom... sending little children in, i couldn't believe it. There was a blonde girl with two pigtails... she reminded me of Le Suxube soo much, it was unbvelievable. Her hair even though in pigtails that were plaited was easily able to reach past her waist. It seemed to shine in the moonlight, reflecting how much care and attention was paid to those locks of yellow blonde hair.
I began to walk backwards, keeping my eyes on these two intruders.. if that's what you call them. Then my ankle hit into the egde of my bed and i fell onto it.
I had forgottern how soft a bed was, and how tired i had become. I had most likely spent two full days awake, and amongst them i had been pushed to the limits constintly. I grabbed out the gourd Yamil had given me. It was a tiny gourd and i had been able to easily have it on my person. I continued laying on my bed, for some reason i couldn't get up. I tried to drink whatever potion was left in it.. but there wasn't much left. Only enough to help heal my brusies, they were stil there but at least i could lie on my back without it paining me. With the gourd out of potion i through it in the air and Jazabelle caught it....
I smiled and laughed a little... Closing my eyes i drifted off to sleep. And finally i had a night were i did dream and those dreams weren't haunted by blood
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