It was when Nyx got up and walked over to me that I noticed the wetness now on my cheeks. What was this? I was crying. I don't have emotions. This was not right.
"Everything is going to work out, you’ll see Xemmsur. I miss them as well. That’s why we…” Nyx stopped herself in mid sentence and looked like she was considering something.
"I'm sorry for this" I said whipping the tears away. "This isn't normal for me, I'm a nobody... I guess I must really want them back." I said trying to laugh it off.
We looked out the window for a minute. The moon was a heart shaped, I looked up to it as memories of my younger self were playing back in my mind. I used to look up to the same moon.
“When we were at Radiant Garden you seemed different. Are you okay?” Nyx broke the silence.
"Umm yeah, it just every time I go there I get these weird feelings. Like I'm being called to stay there and go into town. I never really did, I have been to scared. So every time I go I stay on the outskirts or in the old castle. But I hardly go to that world at all. I'm sorry; I must make one weird nobody. I wonder if I was always this weird. hehe"
~Xemmsur