I sat on my bed for what seemed to be hours, yet from the actions i could hear around me i figured it must have only been seconds. I was still numb and as i stood up i caught sight of myself in the mirror. My uniform had now been saturated in blood that it was black yet had the glem of red do it. i had finally ripped the bottom of my tatered uniform.. but now the bottom of my unifrom was so short it only reached half way down my thighs. I was a sorry sight. and yet Yamil had insisted that i came away with him. That i became his heart.....
I undressed and chucked my blood soaked uniform into one of the corners of my room, yet i could hear it being eaten, turning my head i saw a collection of my plants tearing and shreadding my uniform to bits. It wasn't like i would use THAT particulary unifrom again.. i would have to get a new one... or was I??
I got dressed in a dress i had picked up in traverse town, it reached down to my knees and it had a design of flowers on it. I liked this dress, but this was the first time i had worn it. As i looked in the mirror my mind continued to wonder. Was i changing into this dress so that i could meet up with YAmil, or was it just something to wear until i got a new uniform. Images of Yamil and Ximh swam through my head. I had only known each of them for a short while and yet....
I turned my head so i was no longer looking at the mirror. For some reason it now pained me. opening my eyes i saw the door that lead to the corridor outside. I would talk to Ximh.. maybe that would help make my mind up. I walked to his door, it was only a coupple doors down, as i knocked there was no answear. I began to get worried, Ximh was a god he should be here yet... I searched the grounds of the castle and i couldn't find his presence. I felt a tug at my dress which interupted my concentration... a note...
Rexikat had been caught and was now being held hostage, there were no fatalities on either side of this fight, and....... Ximh had gone back to his home town, with his brother Modi. They had been pitted against each other as enemies, but now they had gone away from it all, they had returned to their place as brothers.... As gods.
I threw the paper from me. I had no place being at Ximh's side.Yamil needed me more them Ximh would ever. With my mind made up i headed back for my room and packed the few things i would need. I would be leaving this Castle... whether it be for a short time.... or to never return, i still did not know but until that decision was made, i would be with Yamil... I would be his heart.
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Kyxsha
