“I think I remember Tris saying something about that he was betrothed and is to be wed back at his home.”
They were the last words i remembered before my entire body went numb. The apple i was holding gently slipped through my fingers as... as the words resounded in my head.
Wed...Wed..... Wed..... Wed.... Wed
It continued on a cycle. I couldn't stop it. Images of Wildflower with tears running down her face assulted me as i came to the realisation that Ximh was like her. Forced into a marriage. i continued on like a zombie, like a lifeless robot. I don't remeber how but i entered the leaders quarters... how had i gotten here? were was Nyx and Xemmsur??
"I have returned to say that i am no trator. I will now be in my room if i an needed."
"What...go..." the leader shooed me away. i barley registered anything that went on around me. I entered my room and finally i began to become aware of my surroundings once again. Jezabelle nudged my cheek as i sat down on my bed. i pushed her away as i sat there.
Ximh was to be married. Why did my brain continue to deny it, why did my brain cess to function properly. I looked over to my Snapping turtle Fern, and then before i could stop myself i outstreched my right arm and let it bite me.
The pain from it's teeth burned though my numbness. it continued biting at my hand until i finally wrenched it away. I held my hand as my mind cleared, enabling my mind to focus. I grabbed a bandage and wound it around my hand. there weren't serious bites, only small ones that went throught the skin and made me bleed but not enough for me to be concerned about.
I was a new nobody so my emotions were still freash to me. I still felt emotions, they weren't yet blurred or hushed like the other nobodies in this castle... it was almost like i still had a heart. I looked at my hand as the blood began to seep through the bandage and created specs of red amongst the white. I clenched my fist. It was usless. I would never be able to get to Ximh and save him from this marriage. I was useless. I had made him a promise that i could now no longer keep..... why did i go after Yamil... i had only been with him for a day or two yet..... i missed Ximh...
i admit it... yet we are nobodies... we have no emotions... so how could i miss Ximh that would empply......
He's back!!! i jumped up from the ground as i felt Ximh's presence in the castle. I turned and head butted Jezabelle.
"hehe, be careful next time Jeza." i said rubbing my head and then rubbing Jezabelle effectionatly. As i reached for the door i paused... what if it was my mind playing tricks on me?
I double checked and triple checked, but there was no denying it Ximh was back.
I yanked the door open and went running down the stairs, Ximh was in the entrance hall and i had to see him again!
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Kyxsha
Please continue Ximh.... yeah Nyx i left getting back to the castle and what not to you... so just have Kyxsha as a silent puppet or robot and that's pretty much it.
