I ran down the steps towards Ximh's presence."Is that you?! I have to talk with you....Ximh....?!" As i got to the last step i saw him. Standing there. I was stuck to that spot, staring at him.
A woman then step out from behind XImh. She was beautiful, and i could feel from her presence that she was a goddess
"Who is this Magni? She addressed you just now...did she not? Ximh...that is your other name...Magni?"
"Kyxsha. She is the Nobody known as Kyxsha, she hails from the world of Agrabah and is a comrade of mine." He spoke without emotion. Odd....
"Well met Kyxsha, my name is Hnoss."
"Ximh...WHO is this woman to you...a FRIEND of your sisters? She has the same...feel..." I asked.
"Yes, she is a Goddess from Asgard. However, she isn't a friend of my sisters...she is..."
"Don't say it!" I shouted. It wasn't real.. Ximh would Never
"Hnoss...take this portal to my room. I need a moment...please." She followed his instruction and left us alone"Kyxsha!" i looked up into his eyes.. though i didn't want to hear what he had to say "Hnoss is my wife. I have regained my rank as a god through my marriage to her."
I leaned against the wall heavily. "Why...I didn't want to know...you're just like her..." Images of Wildflowers death assulted me, but this time it wasn't Wildflowers body that lay cold and motionless... it was Ximh's, His blood coating my hands.
"Though there's more." I snapped out of my thought and looked up at him again."I didn't just marry her for ranking...so don't misunderstand...Hnoss is the one who shall stand at my side Kyxsha...I'm sorry...there's no place for you there. I was a fool...a mortal could never be one with a God. It was a fool's dream...a Nobody's dream....much like us...filled with nothingness. False promises and lies. That's all."
Those were the words i had told myself when i had heard Ximh had left.. When i had left. But unlike him i had missed him, i had trually missed him and i couldn't have lived without him. I was a FOOL.
I stood my ground again and walked towards him. I lifter my hand and slapped him on the side of the face. The sound echoed around the walls and he just stood there and looked down at me.
"How dare you Ximh...how dare you...."
How dare you continue on without me. How dare you make it seem that i am the selfish one. How DARE you.... how dare you be a Nobody, be a nobody without a heart.
I rushed into my room and slammed the door. I could feel Ximh andhis Wife leave his room... WHY was i soo close to his room!!?? I needed... i needed..... i didn't know!!
As i walked to the other side of my room i passed my mirror. But instead of a blonde Kyxsha walk past the mirror it was Keesha. I rushed back to the mirror and stared into the eyes of my other.
"So, you finally noticed?" Keesha said calmly yet tears rolled down her cheeks
"How are you here?" i asked dumb fonded.
"Tsk, Tsk." She wiped a tear from her cheek. "you REALLY need to keep a control of these emotions of yours."
"I am a nobody i have NO emotions."
"Then why am i crying?" She asked as the tears rolled down her cheeks
"I don't...."
"It's because you would be.. IF you could cry...."
"So your saying we have a connection."
"Lets just say this is how i know about your visit to the sea.... you wanted to cry then too. But i'm the one who got the tears. Who got our parents... The one who got YOUR heart." A smirk spread across her face.
"DAMN YOU." I yelled and taking the closest chair smashed the mirror. I heard an evil chuckle in my head. NO i couldn't get angry it just made her stronger....
I sat down leaning against my bed. The shattered peices of mirror scattered across the floor refleting the multable images of myself. I sat and rememebered Ximh, and Wildflower, my parents... Everyone.....
The images in the mirrors changed, slowly the image of Keesha appered. Tears blinding her. A sob escaping her lips every now and then. I had no heart, but that did not mean i could shed no tears. I watched Keesha's tears and continued my slient memorial and mourning of the loss of those that were closest to me.
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Kyxsha
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