Memories suck sometimes....

RaXi had left Xyta in mine and Nyx's care while she assisted Xirian with his work.
Xirian...his presence bothered me greatly.
And this castle...
I clunched by fist...

"What's wrong Lex?" Nyx had noticed.

"Nothing..." I replied "I just need sometime alone that's all...I'll be back"
Nyx looked worried...
"I'm fine...don't worry..." I smiled slightly, hoping it'd satisfy her.

Nyx relexed and smiled back "Alright...be careful..."
I turned and left the room and walked down the hall til I was far from the room. I stopped and leaned against the wall.

I couldn't let Nyx know what was going on with me...she'd never leave me be ever again if she did.
I wasn't okay...not since Vexen's experiment. The pain of the memories was almost unbearable...but I couldn't make them go away. They always came back...

He did this to me...only me...just because I had the keyblade...Xemmsur had been spared because she was Demyx's student and not a student of one the 6 main members.
So I was told...but wheather it was true or not was hidden.

And Xirian...Xirian did nothing but hide in the backround like some scared little puppy. How could he dare show his face to me now?!
I punched the wall...
"Why...why god-damn it..."

~Mei~
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Cliff-hanger? Check
Emo having flash-backs? Check
Questions? Oh yeah...check >X3

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