And as we reminisce, the wind blows in our faces.
As if to caress, and apologize, every time we forgot our places
With every past laugh, surfaces an upset time
And bring out pencil and paper, for now we Rhyme
I'm not tha same little girl as a was in fourth grade~
Though myself higher;now, Im jux unworthy; There's a price to be paid
Look, there's a wonderful summer breeze-Children are playing outside
I looked through the window,inside i died, before, i woulda cried
Weak from being weak.
Do you have the help, that I so dearly seek?
{BEFORE~}
C'mon, my dear buddy,dear friend! Lets frolick in tha meadow!
But before that, lets put our initials on my window,
to symbolize our eternal friendship
I love you so much, enough to give you my last chocolate chip
Lets pull on my Little Pony boots, pink over-alls,
Lets play with my mommy's old shawl
My barbie wants to play with you! Wanna go to to my wedding?
Who knew what a horrible turn my life would have? Trouble heading my way-
{PRESENT}
Go take your fake smiles,& I'll politely tell you where to shove it
My face has a scowl, as if a lemon I had bit
Every thing and intention is violent and used to bring pain
Dont try to open my feelings up-ill leave, lickity split
i don my heavy eye-liner, rock out to MCR,hair has huge scene style,
Goth boots, forget whore hoops "It's a while, why don't you ever smile?"
My Edward Scissor hands toy wants to meet your wrists..
Now all i wanna do is add my name to Death's list
Through this tough exterior, I still need a hug
I still wanna play; But my die-hard attitude is comparable to that of a thug
I wish a had a friend, and i wish that you could see,
Inside Im cold but i just need to be worked on. Its important. Important to me
You can't hurt me, with the things you do
I'll pick a dandylion,and I'll give it to you
When I make mistakes,
You always say that's All I'm good for,
You say I'm useless,
Implying I'm just a doll
In this god d*** Plastic house.
Maybe mistakes are all I'm good for,
But Believe me,
Your worth much less.
You always create hat,
Destroying the lives of those you "Love"
You act so Superior,
You low life D***,
Because your ego cant take it,
You cling to your dirty magazines,
your stupid little securities,
I'll Cling to this Knife,
Because in my dreams,
you end tonight.
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And as we reminisce, the wind blows in our faces.
As if to caress, and apologize, every time we forgot our places
With every past laugh, surfaces an upset time
And bring out pencil and paper, for now we Rhyme
I'm not tha same little girl as a was in fourth grade~
Though myself higher;now, Im jux unworthy; There's a price to be paid
Look, there's a wonderful summer breeze-Children are playing outside
I looked through the window,inside i died, before, i woulda cried
Weak from being weak.
Do you have the help, that I so dearly seek?
{BEFORE~}
C'mon, my dear buddy,dear friend! Lets frolick in tha meadow!
But before that, lets put our initials on my window,
to symbolize our eternal friendship
I love you so much, enough to give you my last chocolate chip
Lets pull on my Little Pony boots, pink over-alls,
Lets play with my mommy's old shawl
My barbie wants to play with you! Wanna go to to my wedding?
Who knew what a horrible turn my life would have? Trouble heading my way-
{PRESENT}
Go take your fake smiles,& I'll politely tell you where to shove it
My face has a scowl, as if a lemon I had bit
Every thing and intention is violent and used to bring pain
Dont try to open my feelings up-ill leave, lickity split
i don my heavy eye-liner, rock out to MCR,hair has huge scene style,
Goth boots, forget whore hoops "It's a while, why don't you ever smile?"
My Edward Scissor hands toy wants to meet your wrists..
Now all i wanna do is add my name to Death's list
Through this tough exterior, I still need a hug
I still wanna play; But my die-hard attitude is comparable to that of a thug
I wish a had a friend, and i wish that you could see,
Inside Im cold but i just need to be worked on. Its important. Important to me
You can't hurt me, with the things you do
I'll pick a dandylion,and I'll give it to you
Staring into Eachother’s eyes,
Clueless of whats to come,
The Both of Us have No Fear Of Out Demise.
We Stare the future down,
We just don’t care anymore,
Because with you an me together,
We’ll win this waging war.
The Battles are Long,
Tiring and hard,
Fighting even if its wrong
With My hand in yours,
Our Friendship as our strength
I Know We’ll Make it through this
I know we’ll go the Length
Written for a close friend
Crush
your image taunts me
your smiles eats at me
i cant wait to see you
cant wait to say something
to you, but fear keeps me far away
you make me feel insecure
you make me feel like i can trust
again
i want to ask you a special
question but fear is keeping
me in chains
why cant i ask?why cant i just drop
my shields?why cant i contain my fear??
(thank you troublesome shika for givin me an idea!!!)
