how do i know if i have you? By:QueenB1 Dedicated to all those that need a bit of warmth in their

And as we reminisce, the wind blows in our faces.
As if to caress, and apologize, every time we forgot our places
With every past laugh, surfaces an upset time
And bring out pencil and paper, for now we Rhyme
I'm not tha same little girl as a was in fourth grade~
Though myself higher;now, Im jux unworthy; There's a price to be paid
Look, there's a wonderful summer breeze-Children are playing outside
I looked through the window,inside i died, before, i woulda cried
Weak from being weak.
Do you have the help, that I so dearly seek?

{BEFORE~}
C'mon, my dear buddy,dear friend! Lets frolick in tha meadow!
But before that, lets put our initials on my window,
to symbolize our eternal friendship
I love you so much, enough to give you my last chocolate chip
Lets pull on my Little Pony boots, pink over-alls,
Lets play with my mommy's old shawl
My barbie wants to play with you! Wanna go to to my wedding?
Who knew what a horrible turn my life would have? Trouble heading my way-

{PRESENT}
Go take your fake smiles,& I'll politely tell you where to shove it
My face has a scowl, as if a lemon I had bit
Every thing and intention is violent and used to bring pain
Dont try to open my feelings up-ill leave, lickity split
i don my heavy eye-liner, rock out to MCR,hair has huge scene style,
Goth boots, forget whore hoops "It's a while, why don't you ever smile?"
My Edward Scissor hands toy wants to meet your wrists..
Now all i wanna do is add my name to Death's list
Through this tough exterior, I still need a hug
I still wanna play; But my die-hard attitude is comparable to that of a thug
I wish a had a friend, and i wish that you could see,
Inside Im cold but i just need to be worked on. Its important. Important to me

You can't hurt me, with the things you do
I'll pick a dandylion,and I'll give it to you

End