Well...I was scrolling down the list of categories on my posting page and came across Monster. I really liked that anime/manga. I was really well drawn and Tenma is my favorite character from that series. Monster is absolutly worth the read or watch or both XD. Whichever you prefer.
Enough of my fangirlyness lol.
So anyways...I have recently gotten a raise. I am so excited to be making more money. We really need it. ;)
As I sit here and type...I can hear the birds out the window...usually I am sitting on my bed in my room but right now I am in the kitchen. Their voices are so pretty. I could sit outside and enjoy it...but it looks like it is going to rain again....stupid rain....you were supposed to come last month..why do you decide to show your face now? I have also put our hummingbird feeder out. The hummingbird is soooooooo cute. We have a huge antenna on the roof of our house and he perches on it before getting some food. I am glad I put it out because he loves the nectar I made for him. He actually showed up the first day I had it out there. Right now it looks like it is going to storm. I hope it does because it would look so cool right now. I was right! It is thundering! I just heard it as I was typing XD. I am so happy right now! I get to watch lightning! Here is a picture of a hummingbird...this isn't the one we have but it is beautiful.
I also have some sorta bad news...it made me sad to hear. If you don't wanna hear bad news then...I suggest you skip this big paragraph please. Someone I knew died last night. She was the same age as me just about. It broke my heart...because she also had a kid. I don't know how old it was but that is so sad to lose a parent so young. The aweful thing about it is that I think I worked with this woman. She was really good too. I didn't know her all too well...but to know who she was and to know she was a really nice person really hit home. I started crying...I hate when I cry because I try to hold it in and my tears just fall. I told my coworker about her and she told me a story. Her aunt had a big big fear...she feared to die alone. No one should die alone. It is really sad. Well she used to visit her aunt on the same day every week. Well a day after she had already visited she had a really bad feeling, so she went to see her again. When she had gotten to the hospital the doctor told my coworker that her aunt didn't have much time left. What my coworker did was so nice. She walked into the room and said "Hi Auntie." "It's Butch." Her aunt's eyes lit up and a smile spread on her face. "feeling a little tired huh?" Her head went up and down in a nod. The doctor at this point had a smile on his face and left the room. "Well you have faught a long and hard battle. I believe it is time for you to rest in heaven." she said. And my coworker just held her hand. About ten minutes later....her aunt passed.
Needless to say I broke out in tears...my coworker held me in a hug and said the point is I will always be there for people....and if you need anything...I will be there for you...because I love you.
I said "thank you very much."
Sorry for the unsettling post....I didn't wanna ramble on about the saddening part but...I ended up doing it anyways. Other than this I have been doing alright. I hope you all have been too...thank you for reading my posts.
