so deep inside

bleeding and crying

crying for salvation

no ones there

im all alone

please come

come and save me!

save me from this life

this life which makes me suffer

a fallen angel,

rejected by heaven,

cast from hell.

left in purgitory

looking for someone to love,

can i be your fallen angel?

I believe that life is full of doubts,
but it is also filled with hope.

I believe that the more we hide ourselves from the world,
the more we fear each other.

I believe that we are all born into darkness,
but the light we receive comes from loved ones.

I believe that those with the purest of hearts,
have the darkest pasts.

I believe that true happiness doesn't only come from you,
but from those around you too.

I believe that you are a stranger to everyone,
even to yourself.

I believe that there are no such things as humans,
but that there are angels and demons in a persons soul.

I believe that the only salvation found in this world,
is found buried deep inside our hearts.

I believe that hate is another form of love,
like a passion in the heart and soul.

We sit and talk,
sometimes for hours.
And with every minute,
my heart pounds harder.

Within the blink of an eye,
I fall into a feathery bed,
feeling your weight on top of me.

I smell something tempting,
as you draw closer and closer.
My delirium taking over,
As i drown in your cologne.

Awaiting the inevitable.
Nervous for the first time.
Wondering what it will be like.

A soft touch on my lips.
You begging for an entrance.
Giving into temptation.
A sweet taste in my mouth.

Losing myself in the moment.
Wanting to always be with you.
Tears of joy stream down my face.

What is this feeling?
This racing of my heart?
Why is my soul so light?
I will call it love.

An alarm goes off.
I awake in the dark.
Was it all a dream?

I know you are real.
We always talk.
But even so, this feeling festers.
My imagination taking over.

How I wish it were true...
How I wish you knew...
How much I truly love you.