wellz..here it is..my very first fan-fic!!~
please do not be too hard on me~ [but some constructive criticism would be good too!!~]
onegaishimasu!~..here goes..
Role-playing.
"Have you ever felt something for someone..that you know you shouldn't?
Well, if not..here's a little bit what it's like.."
Role playing
“Junsu!” Yoochun cried, Junsus body limp in his arms..Junsus eyes opened slightly. “Yoochun..saran.” then Junsus eyes shut, his hand hit the floor with a soft thud. ‘’JUNSU! PLEASE DON’T LEAVE ME!”- But Junsu couldn’t hear Yoochuns cries anymore..he was gone…
“AND CUT!~” the director declared, Junsu jumping out of Yoochuns arms, “Lets celebrate yoo! We finall did that scene without mucking up!” Junsu beamed. Yoochun smiled, but deep down inside, he knew his feelings towards Junsu..it was love. “ Jun..” Yoochun whispers quietly, Junsu looks at Yoochun, surprised by the sudden change of atmosphere. “meet me at the moonlit bridge, 7.00, tonight.” Yoochun says and walks away silently without another word, leaning Junsu on the floor wondering what had just happened.
7.00 at the bridge:
Yoochun is standing at the bridge, dressed in his best tux, with flowers hidden behind his back. “ Hey Yoo..whats up?” Junsu walks over and pats Yoochun on the back. “Jun..would you..puch me away, if I told you that I loved you?” There was a long silence, and Junsu looks down. “Yoochun ah –“ Junsu grabs his hand and looks at Yoochun. “ Lets just be friends..okay?’’ Junsu finally says. “Oh..right..yeah that’s fine, just friends..” Yoochun tries to hide his disappointment and the night carries on, the moon shining its beautiful beams on the peaceful bridge.
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“ehh..Yunho ah.” I say, trying to find a way with my words. “ what jae?..c’mon spit it out!” Yunho says hanging off the edge of his chair in anticipation. “ err..well..”—“I cheated in my maths test!” I lie, not being able to pluck up the courage to tell him my feelings..Yunho looks at me and laughs..”seriously??i thought you were a A grade student!!!” Yunho teases..i poke my tongue out at him. “alright alright, I promised that I wouldn’t say anything, so your secret is safe with me..okay??” I nod, angry that I couldn’t end up telling him the truth afterall. “yeah..” I take his hand and tug gently..” Lets go to the conference”—
CONFERENCE:
“DONG BANG SHIN KI..what is your attitude towards each band member??” –
“ What do you hink about your new album??”-
“What is your latest song going to be like?”
--gosh..conferences are ALWAYS like this..all you have to do is nod and politely smile..you know..just pretend you’re actually listening…-While the press turn their attention towards Changmin and start asking about how he deals with all the pressure of University and Band commitments at the same time, Yunho looks at me and grabs me hand..” Just a little longer.” He whispers in my ear smiling..”I hate conferences” I whisper back. He giggles “ I know”-- and then all attention is turned back to pretending to listen.—
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“C’mon Yoo! It’s the last scene till we’ve finished this banjun! Look excited!” Junsu shouts as he runs to the set of the last scene. Yoochun looks..no..stares at the happy Junsu, wishing that he was the one that was making Junsu this happy. “I can’t believe I have to hop into that thing!” Junsu shouts as he points at the empty coffin..Junsu continues jumping all around the place, getting ready to jump into a coffin alive. “ALRIGHT! GET INTO YOUR PLACES NOW!” The director shouted, And Yoochun snuck a little look at Junsu before Junsu hopped into the coffin. The director signaled: 5,4,3,2,1..
“This is the day, that we remember the happiness Kim Junsu brought everyone in this world..his laughter and tears will never be forgotten, and even though he is gone now… he will always be in our hearts.” -Yoochun leaned close to the coffin, his face sad and mournful..”Goodbye..Junsu..” He whispered and then the camera zoomed out..”CUT!”..
Junsu leaped out of the coffin and screamed “YAY! WE DID IT YOO! WE FINISHED IT!”..Yoocun smiled at him. “Looks like the dead man is awake.” He joked, and Junsu jabbed him in the stomach softly..”gosh..i really thought I was gonna die! I have claustrophobia!” Junsu laughed. Yoochun looked at him and blinked twice..”claustrophobia??”..Junsu nodded..
“alright you two, you guys can go home now, I bet it’s been a long day for you both.” The director said..and Junsu beamed at this comment..He grabbed Yoochuns hand and started running..”HOME!!!” he smiled.
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We arrive back home..it’s just me and Yunho –A nice atmosphere…confessing-ish atmosphere…perfect time…and we’re alone too…”Yunho..i have another thing to confess..but you have to promise not to tell anyone about this too..”-..
Yunho looks at me with irresistible eyes. “of course.”- “well..i’ve had this secret..that I’ve been trying to hide from everyone for a very very long time..you see, its my deepest secret I’ve ever had.” I start fidgeting with my hands, twisting them in odd directions. “yunho..i..”..at that very moment Yoochun and Junsu barge through the door, laughing..and..holding hands. The look at eachother, and then at us… they kept looking back and forth for a while when they suddenly burst out in laughter and didn’t stop. “err..well, then I’ll telly uo later!”. I left the room and ran into mine, but what I forgot was that I shared a room with changmin, and he was there when I started to break down in tears..
"Hyung..?..whats wrong?" Changmin says in a quiet voice as he approaches me.
"It's nothing." I shrug.
Changmin sighs, " Hyung, please, i don't like being helpless, i don't like not being able to help you..it really annoys me alot more than it should!..I hear you crying at night, and i want to come over and comfort you..but then you suddenly go quiet..so please hyung, tell me whats wrong."
"Dongsaeng..I, like Yunho.." I look at Changmin with big watery eyes, and he smiles.." I thought so."-
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A MONTH LATER..
"Good luck Jaejoong hyung!!~" Changmin called from the edge of the sofa as i walked out the front door, "yeah, thanks" I call, sounding alot more confident than i actually feel..I run down the stairs, almost tripping on the way and stumble outside to get a cab..Yunho..today, i will confess...
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Yunho is at the moonlit bridge, on time, and where jae told him to go..
He looks around the corner and sees a cab..and sees jae hopping out of it..he's dressed in a tux..pretty handsome i guess..
"Oh, Yo." Yunho shouts as I approach.."Oh..yo.." i say, my knees buckling with every word. "Ehh..Yunho, the thing i wanted to tell you a month ago..?" I mumble..Yunho looks at me curiously, which doesn't help my nerves calm at all.."err...well..its, that, umm..Yunho..I lov." But Yunho cuts me off mid-sentence and does something that completely throws me off..He smiles then brings my face close to his, "Jaejaeoongah..I love you." My eyes meet his, my hands tightly gripped around his..this is what i want, I bring his face even closer to mine, finishing the job and kiss him, his soft lips touching mine. "Yunho..I love you too.."
-END-
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