now now..amidst the test frenzy i have found time to fanfic away!..please enjoy!
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Volume II
The love behind tears
re-cap: A few minutes went by and I myself was fast asleep, The sun rising over the city of Seoul, shining its sparkling rays over the leeping jae, tight in my arms..
Chapter 6: Trios are a bother
"Changmin! Stop bothering the doctor already!" Junsu grabbed Changmin by the ear. "Free lolly!" Changmin beamed- Junsu dragged him to the door or Yunho's room..Yoochun waiting there patiently for them. "Changmin, you are such a kid" Yoochun laughed. "AM NOT!!!" Changmin poked his tongue out, Yoochun poking his back. The two of them started making faces at eachother Junsu in the middle looking from one to the other, "Hmmm..if i was jaejoong hyung..what would i do??" Junsu thought out loud. "OH! I know!" Junsu raised his hands and quickly wacked Them both on the back of the head, Yoochun and Chnagmin yelped in surprise. "Heyy!!!" Yoochun whined as he rubbed the back o his head. "just cause your mums aren't here, doesn't mean you can act like monkeys!!!" JUnsu walked off into the room. Changmin and Yoochun stood in the doorway, confused about what had just happened. They looked at eachother.."Monkeys???" they said at the same time, then ran into the room laughing, but they immediately stoped when they saw Junsu on the floor crying.." Eeerrrr..Junsu??" They both said at the same time again. "I..I..I..m laughing." Junsu said rolling around on the floor, having trouble talking..Yoochun and Changmin look around the room and start breaking down in hysteric laughter as well..Across the room Jaejoong was in my arms, his head lain on my chest. All three of them kept laughing until when suddenly Changmin said, suddenly serious.."Yoo..have they been doing naughty things in the hospital bed??"--more hysteric laughter "No, they were just cold Min." He replied through laughter. Junsu got up and gestured for them to leave "C'mon guys, lets come back at a better time..preferably a time when they are awake." he chuckled. And so they left..because now..they had nothing to worry about anymore, because I had finall gotten Jaejoong to smile, just for me...
A Few years later
Chapter 7…
“Jaejoongah!” I shout as I run down the street. Jae turns around with a big grin spread across his face. But his smile quickly faded away as he saw who was by my side. “HER AGAIN!!??” he moaned loudly. “Now, Now Jae, Don’t get jealous..Shes only my best friend!” I teased. He pouted cutely as I ruffled his hair..”Fine!!” Jae said, and the three of us walked down the road. Jae on my left side as always, and Yilin Umi, my best friend, and a transfer student from Japan, Was on my right side. Yilin moved closer to me slowly and took my hand, which surprised me but I didn’t pull away. Jae started eyeing our linked hands and glared at her furiously. Amongst his fury, he snatched up my hand and stuck his tongue out at Yilin. I laughed and let go of Yilin’s hand. “Jae stop it!! You are the only one for me.” I smiled. Yilin poker her tongue out at Jae, thought this was all happening behind my back. “Yunho! Lets go!” Jae said hurriedly and tugged on my hand. We ran down the street, the wind lifting our spirits. We didn’t stop running for a while, and we left Yilin behind us, leaving her to sulk.
Chapter 8- Rivals!~[U/]
I sat on the bench with Jae, His head resting on my shoulder, when he suddenly got up. “I HATE HER YUNHO! HATE!!!”he shouted. “Jae, she’s not interested in me.” I laughed. “Yunho! Open your eyes, please! She is sooo into you! It annoys me that you can’t see it!” He shouted again, even louder if possible. “C’mon Jae, you know I don’t have good senses” I said, trying to lighten the conversation.”Haha, very funny” he retorted…
The spring breeze blew and we sat in silence. Then finally I got up and tugged him gently on the hand. “C’mon Jae, I love you okay?” I said. Barely louder than a whisper, and we walked back home.
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The phone rang “hello?? This is Jaejoong speaking.”- “Oh, hi Jaejoong oppa..”. It was Yilin. “Do you wanna speak to Yunho?” Jae said, trying to keep his voice polite, struggling against the urge to snap at her. “Oh, well, I was actually wanting to talk to you.” She replied. “Oh??”—“Meet me at the amusement park tomorrow. 10.00..we need to talk.” And with that, she hung up. Jaejoong froze in is spot, the phone clenched in his hands. That was weird..
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“Yunho! I’m leaving now!” Jae shouted acroos the house. “Okay!! Have fun!!” I shouted back. Jaejoong had told me that he was going to go meet some old friend from school. He ran down the stairs and stopped a cab, he headed towards his destination in anticipation. He arrived and paid the driver, and she was already there waiting for me.
Chapter 9- no turning back[U/]
“Oppa, I’ve been waiting a while.” She said, looking all innocent and sweet. “Just cut to the chase.” Jae snapped- a wide comfortable smirk spread across her face. “Alright then..you like Yunho oppa..right?” Jaejoongs eyes narrowed and he sighed in frustration. “Yes..so what?” He replied. “Its wrong..no man should like another..so, I challenge you Kim Jaejoong.” Yilin smiled.--- “what?...” Jaejoong said in disbelief..”Don’t try and tell me who I should love, that’s up to me. So, bring it.”—and then Jaejoong walked off..I Knew she was going to be a problem he sighed to himself.
Relationships…[U/]
“Jaejoongah!” I smiled, my hands behind my back hiding the surprise. “Oh..Yunho, hi.”-
“Jae??whats wrong?” I say. –“Oh nothing!” He says, suddenly cheerful. “Okay then” I say, but barely able to contain my excitement, I pull me hands out from behind my back. “SURPRISE!!!” I shout happily and hand Jaejoong a ring with a delicate Heart engraved on it. “But its nt even my birthday yet!!!” He laughs, I laugh back. “silly jae! Im celebrating our love!”. As smile spreads across his face and he gives me a quick peck on the cheek. “I’ve got one too..now we’re linked.” I smile. “Thanks Yunho..This really means a lot.” Jae says, his voice soft and loving.
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I don’t know why..i don’t know whats going on..But every single time Yilin, Jae, and I are all together theres a really tense atmosphere.-I really wonder what those two are up to sometimes..
-We start walking down the corridor to homeroom. “Guys! I cant take it anymore! Whats going on!!!???” I say, not able to hide my curiosity anymore. Jaejoong and Yilin exchange glances. “Its nothing.” Yilin mumbles before walking off quickly. Jaejoong sneaks a quick look at me, then walks away too..God…whats happening??
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I walk to homeroom…alone. RING RING RING!. “hello?”- “Yunho, its me, Yilin..meet me at the amusement park.” Then she hangs up..
Well then..lets go get this sorted out..
Chapter 11-Confusion[U/]
I walk to the amusement park, its close enough to the school anyway. I see Yilin standing by the shade of the tree, at the foor of the ferris wheel. She smiles. “I didn’t think that you would come.” She said, her expression unreadable. “Well, I had to sort this out sometime.” I replied. There was a short pause be fore she looked me straight in the eyes,”Maybe ths will help sort things out.” She said-At that moment she pulled my fae close to hers and kissed me..But it was at that very same moment that Jae arrived. “Yunho??..” Jaejoong whispered, “Jae…I..Its not what you…”---“BASTARD!”..tears started pouring down Jaes face, and he turned and ran..It all happened so quickly like a blur. “YILIN!!..YOU PLANNED THIS ALL!” I screamed out..The tears pouring down my face too..”Have fun now.” Yilin said with a mocking smile, and then walked away. I screamed in frustration, kicking the foot of the tree. Why was I so blind?? My lack of sense in the past had cost me..and now it may mean having to lose the one person that means everything to me..The one person I ever truly have loved..Kim Jaejoong…
Chapter 12- the pain to make you mine. [U/]
I walk up to our unit, and plave my hand on the doorknob..in hale….exhale…..readying myself for the horrorsthat may be on the other side of the door. I put the key in the keyhole, and turn it slowly… There..sitting on the floor is Jaejoong. I walk over quietly and squat next to him. “Jae..I..” But I was cut off, like many times before. “yunho..dont..just leave me alone.” Jae said, his normally bright eyes all blank and dull. “Jae, pleasew don’t be like this.” I said. “BE LIKE WHAT?? IM NOT THE ONE WHO KISSED ANOTHER PERSON!! WOULDN’T YOU “BE LIKE THIS” TOO??” Jae retorted, choking back tears. “Jae..I didn’t kiss her, she kissed me.”- “It doesn’t make a difference.” Jae said, his voice softer. He got up and ran out the door, leaving me in the middle of the silent, empty lounge room. I ran after him and put my arms around his waist. “Please jae..listen to me..I love you.”- I could feel his heart beating, and as a tear drop fell on my arm Jae turned around and spoke. “yunho, Just give me some time alone.”—And that was the last time that I talked to him for what felt like years..
Everyday I felt the worried glances of my bandmates, But always smiled a fake smile of re-assurance…Friday..It was Friday, a whole week without talking to Jae, it was too painful to think about.
Chapter 13- Cant lose you [U/]
It was now Saturday..I needed to talk to Jae, I looked down at y hand and my eyes flickered to the ring. I twqisted it around my middle finger, then pulled it off slowly. Jae walked in. “Jae!!..” My voice sounding more desperate than I felt. “Yunho…whn you kissed her, when you kissed Yilin..were you happy?”—“Jae! I already told you! I only love you, and that will never change..ever.” I held out my hand, with the ring in the middle. “Jae..please..”- Jae started trembling, he opened his mouth to say something, but no words came out. He tried again. “Yunho..i still love you too..but please, I cant do this right now..”—But at this point, the string that was keeping me sane, keeping em alive, broke in two. “FINE!!” I screamed, throwing the ring to the floor. I ran to the door and opened it got out, then slammed it shut.- I took a few more steps forward and then stopped. A wave of guilt washed over me and tears trickled down. I turned back around and opened the door quietly so that there was a tiny crack in the doorway I could see through. On the other side of the door, Jae was squatting down, and had my ring gripped tightly in his hands. Another wave of guilt washed over me as I saw the crying figure, trembling on the floor.. Jae wasn’t the one who had thrown away the ring that linked us so closely together..I was..Jae was the one who had thrown away our love…I was…
