Folks, I am not going to roleplay for this post. I am going to just make this a serious and quick post from myself. These last 2 weeks have been a living hell for me, literally. Kita is aware that there was a family emergency a week ago. I believe death, in reality hits me the hardest and I will admit its been very hard for me. One of my friends, who plays on the baseball team with me here where I live, his father was killed in a car accident. Casey, who's dad passed away from that accident, we've have been close for the last 2 years and its been hard dealing with the death of someone who made me feel like his son as well. Tsk, if things couldn't get worse, this past weekend a friend of mine who went Kayaking disappeared on Friday night, and today they found his body in 60 feet of water. I graduated with this kid which makes it worse when we played sports together. Like I said, these last two weeks have hit me pretty hard and its been honestly effecting my ability to post, my moods, and to be honest, this next funeral, it will be much harder for me than anyone. I'm just not myself at all.

God, so I am just giving you a heads up on me for this emergency going on. I apologize in advance for my absence but at the moment, I need get my act together and survive this next week. Later...