.Destiny.

ugh.

again miserable. because of my family. and my mom MY MOM said i dont blame you and your brothers for being pissed off and mad.

heres wahts up.
well. my grandma and papa are here from Pennsylvania right? yeah well there too busy being up my fucking aunts ass to not visit and come and spend time with anyone. there too busy spending all their money on my freaking aunt and uncle and their adopted child.. it pisses us off.they wont even visit their own damn great grandchild they are that far up my aunts ass. because when we do get a chance to spend time with them..they blow us off..I MISSED MY SPORTS BANQUET TO SPEND TIME WITH THEM but my aunt ruined it. by inviting EVERYONE. i keep getting ignored so you know waht? they can live life without realizing it but they are becoming far away from us.i will tell them how i feel even if they hate me forever. im that kind of person i dont give a shit waht you think of me.im honest. they will know how i feel. bleht.
comment..complain. wahtever. ill most likely reply.

other than that im okay.

better.

well im better today..i got more hair dye..and hair products that are really good for styling emo/scene hair. so if you want to know waht they are or any recommendations for emo/scene hair products just ask. =]

i give up.

i cant stand anything anymore..people telling me my friend was talking shit about me and complaining and shes not my friend anymore i guess. idk..and then my grandma was here and we were supposed to go to the mall tomarrow..but she forgot..shes keep forgetting about me...
so you know waht? idc anymore. i give up trying to please everyone.

IM DONE.

waht .... was about..

god..my moms complaining about me, my aunt keeps ruining my day my mom keeps lying to my dad...i dont understand. and i keep getting screamed at FOR NO REASON. and everytime i try to see my grandma -who just came from PA- my aunt takes her away...it pisses me off...and then my family keeps arguing and making each other cry.
god dammit when will it end.
i should be used to it by now. bleht -.-......

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i really dont like life right now....everythings just happening in the wrong way...and i cant really take it..i hate my school. im glad i have some real friends who dont bullshit me.

comment..if you even take the time to read this?