i really dont know anymore..
well..lets get some things straight.

• my mouth hurts
  mother wont call the dentist
  i feel like im annoying people
  im being ignored
  i need to be more outgoing.
  school is like...attacking me
  dakota and ryan keep making really loud noises outside because of their skateboards.
  everyones sick
  i have to have my room cleaned by friday + homework + drama going on + tests = ME DIEING.

i just dont know anymore. nothing helps like at all. i cant vent. i dont want to vent. well i do but..i dont want people to be annoyed by me. I GIVE UP ON TRYING. ergh. and my grade dropped in social studies and i got screamed at...and my brother never got screamed at for bad grades.

I DONT GET IT.