me?

i apologize for the "complaining and waht not. dont read it if you dont want to.

i ask myself who do i want to be, well
lately ive been restless thinking about waht my life will be like when im older.
i have NO IDEA waht i should do.
last night was horrible.
i kept over hearing my mom brag about my brother and his perfect grades and his life is gonna be great, then she talked about each brother and said "well im so proud of them, their so important to me" SHE DIDNT SAY ANYTHING ABOUT ME then shes like "oh destiny? oh well shell do something i guess" and went on talking about my brothers..life is just so confusing for me right now.

and today were not aloud to eat in our rooms anymore, and my mom said "well you guys can either sit out with me or sit in the dining room" so my brother and my mom were out in the living room laughing and having a good time, and there i was sitting in the dining room staring at the empty chairs.
While sitting there, i realized "wow..alot of things have changed ever since we moved" we always used to sit together and talk and have a great time as a family..well thats gone.
then my mom came out and i was throwing my plate out, and shes like destiny where were you? and i pointed to the chair that wasnt pushed in and shes like YOU CANT BE SOCIAL FOR ONE NIGHT?
er.

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