I wrote this last night on a piece of paper coz well I already shut down my laptop and I couldn't sleep with random thoughts swirling in my head. Seriously if there's a festival for ppl who think too much, I would be crowned queen or maybe not =_='. It's been like that for the past few days now and I guess the only way to get it out of my system is by writing. This one might actually be a long one, probably the longest post of mine yet, since I'm thinking of explaining you guys about my weird absence last time. I wanna improve my writing as well so I thought of posting >.< Sorry though for further mistakes and grammatical error! *bangs head on the desk* English is not my first language.

This one is kinda be for Shi BumBumm since I kinda promised her bout it, well, I didn't actually say 'I promise' but it was implied ehehe. Sooooooooooo, with that, I guess I'll start it out! Woohoo! woot!! YA-no?,,no?,,okay, no,,,Well, the reason I was -I wouldn't say "gone",,more like "inactive"- was that I had an "Inspiration Deprivation" or in other words "Artist's Block." Yea i know I could have just said it simple and use 'artist's block' but I wanna use 'inspiration' deprivation =P ehehe it sounds cool xD!! GAH!! I keep getting distracted!! Dx Anyways, not only that, but I was busy with school and slightly depressed. A lot of things have happened but I don't really remember much of it and well I want to forget about it bleh! 2009 was not a good year for me, it was ,perhaps, THE most horrible year of my life and I became a bit cold-hearted after that. I practically hated everyone and the world for no reason at all. I still went to theOtaku though to check out your guys' updates but I didn't comment/fav/hug so I apologize for that >.< Fortunately, I've recovered now and I just needed a little time off. I feel A LOT better now =]! I will try to update more BUTTTTTTT!!! yes! there's ALWAYS a big 'BUT' LOL! if I mysteriously disappear in thin air again, don't worry guys it just means I'm either busy or having an artist's block >.< and I'm not completely gone =] I'll be watching and checking your guys' updates. This time though if I go on a hiatus, I'll tell you peeps ahead of time. OMIGOSH!! that's a lot of writing hahaha YA-no? no, again??!! aww darn >.< alright,,

If you see this, you don't have to comment xD You can happily breeze over it, I don't mind =]

Anyways, this your guys' admirer and stalker saying PEACE OUTZ!!

[Pau-Pau]