okay.
so uhm
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i don't know how to start this but lately i've been changing my art style and techniques.. hm
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im just going to say taht i have this weird goal for me to surpass some of my favorite artists her on theO,tumblr or dA it may sound weird to you or normal? im not sure but.. they are older than me by many years and they have those years of experience with them too , AND there are some maybe even younger or my age who i think are far more better than i am at art??? but i don't exactly think there shuold be a label that says "better at art" or "bad at art" so i can't say anything really... i must be confusing you guys right now lol ლ(ಠ益ಠლ) so i've been trying to take my time with my art aghhhh
but sometimes i push myself a bit too much to the point where i have to stop (hand/wrist starts cramping hhhghhhghehgh)

eh just wanted to make an entry about this idk
not that important, i know.. but i was wondering if anyone else felt this way??