I remember.. tony was dead... no..... his hand was flowting, and it was pointing at me.. I put some of his remains in a garbage bag cus he wanted me 2.
Then I remember these cats that went in my room cus I left the door open. one big fat cat was last... then they kept on leaving...
Then later I went into Tony's room and just was in shock..
before that I was at this one person's place trying on stuff for a fake wedding or something like it that tony WAS going to be in.. a school project of just me and tony.. so.. I guess I had to find stuff and thought only I can pick the stuff.. so I made sure nothing too over the top girly and then I thought.. omg.. I'm a virgin.. I'm going to die as a virgin.. and I kinda broke down.. and I thought to myself while trying on stuff, I just figured that out.. in a store trying on stuff.. couldn't have picked a better time..
and the guy er owner of the store said he was 23. He owned the store. Extremely young for that age. He was a thin gay guy.
while in his room I was just in shock.. (his my dream room) he's gone.. and I can't believe it yet...
amy was comming near and I got mad..
I was playing some music on his radio or something and saw a mirror and was signing along with it... still didn't soak in..
I think that's all I remember.. there is probably more...
