just a world about everything happening in my life and about some things that I find interesting

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Just a short rant...

It's my mother's birthday today. I live separately from my own family but I'm very close to them. I live with my grandparents... I usually go to my family's house during their birthdays. But this one's a different case.

I can't go to my family's house because of my boil... :(
I can't sit well nor sleep well. I can't even stand and walk in a nice way... How I hate this day so much. And I'm still stuck here with hot compress that is almost burning my beautiful an flawless skin.

I decided to greet her through phone call and Facebook instead...
:(

I don't feel good... -_-

Sorry for the term... But this f*cking boil on my thigh is killing me. D:< I can't sit well nor even have a nice sleeping position because of the boil's location. My skin is also not good because of the hot compress that I use for the boil. I'm having the feeling its getting bigger and should be popped.... OH NO!!!! Not again.. D:

I losing the mood to make cards and do what I should do because my attention is on the boil itself. Just a few moves hurts....

Anyway, I'm happy because I survived the supposed-to-be "end of the world"... That can't happen because I'm still not enrolled in college... LOL

Bring on 2012... I'm ready >:D

Bless This Post

Just went home from the hospital. I had a check up because there is a bump on my thigh... I'm suspecting it as a boil and I was right! Its because I had a bump on that same spot his last December. I really regretted that I went to the hospital after the boil was in a worse condition. It really hurts!

The earlier, the better. Good thing this boil didn't need to be popped out. Its not yet in a worse condition so a hot compress twice a day is enough. I'm just taking an antibiotic to make things secure...

And I love my doctor's tissue holder! :D Gotta find me some... >D

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I posted a bad dream post. Its been bothering me for days and its really making me go crazy! D: I believe its trying to tell me something... Hope you guys can help... DX

I'm so happy that a lot cheered me up.... bless you guys... :D

And Fran even gave time to make a card for me... bless you, Fran :D

You all made me the happiest... :')

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All in all...

help!!!! bad dreams D:

I'm having four bad dreams already and they keep haunting me for these past few nights.... I hope you know a dream interpreter and can interpret my dreams... Its really bothering me and I'm having a bad feeling about this... Someone needs to interpret this for me. I don't know how to use these dream interpretations online... PLEASE!!!!!! D:

1ST DREAM
Me and my grandmother attended a mass (in a church). Then after the mass, all people are leaving the church. When I came out of the door, "I fell and died". It seems that we came out from the door of the second floor of the church. I'm the only one who "fell and died" as well.

2ND DREAM
Me and my grandmother (again) are walking in a street with no crowd. Only a few police is there. It seems there is some raid or anything going on there. But me and grandma just kept walking as if we don't give a thing at all. I heard a gunshot and I suddenly hugged my grandmother. Everything faded. The next scene I saw was that my grandma was standing on the exact location where I heard the gunshot. She is crying and has lighted candles with her. THAT location is "my tomb".... I was "buried" on the exact place where I "died".

3RD DREAM
I'm watching a live concert on TV on my grandfather's room. Then a close relative of mine (I can't remember the face) suddenly came in and told me to get out because he and my grandfather will spend time together and drink there. He said more things although I can't seem to hear it but in my dream, he's saying cruel things and I'm getting hurt by his words. It hurts so much that I'm actually crying while sleeping... :'( But I don't know those words he told me...

4TH DREAM
I'm hospitalized and then I saw a cubicle curtain (or hospital curtain) being arranged for me. What's odd is that the curtain itself is black. It gave me a really, really bad feeling.

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I'm really afraid. Especially for that last dream. I remember reading this kind of dream in a newspaper section that interprets dreams. If my memory is clear, those black curtains mean death. I'm not sure if its the actual dreamer or another person. Either way, my dreams are telling me something... Hope you can help me guys... :'(

Josephine

Today is such a special day for me... For the first time in my life, I've encountered another person in the internet having the same name as me.

Her name is.... Josephine... obviously! LOL. She's one of my new followers in Tumblr.

I don't know why but I'm really happy about it. I usually hate it when people mistook me for another Josephine but meeting someone with the same name made me very happy!!!! :D

Its also a nice coincidence that we both are fans of B2ST/BEAST. Haha! We're both true blue B2UTYs :))

Nothing really special... Just sharing... -_-