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I'M FINALLY FINISHED!!!! AFTER FOUR DAYS (YES, "FOUR DAYS") OF NOT SLEEPING AND JUST DOING A LOT OF PROJECTS, I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED THEM ALL!!! :D

This is the logo that I finished. Its actually in a VERY high-resolution. And thanks to it, I finally learned how to vector!!! :D I took some clip art in the web and used them as base for the logo and I changed the details to what I like.

Thanks to all the people who commented, faved, hugged on my works as well as the ones who gave comments on my last posts, gave me gifts and comgratulated me on my Senior Otaku promotion. You know who you are... Sorry if I can't reply to all of them! But still, you guys are wonderful and I share my 4 days of not sleeping achievement with you! :))

A song for you:

*I'm going to take my very, very long sleep that I've always waited for! Finally...*

suddenly got sad...

I STILL HAVEN'T SLEPT... THAT MAKES IT 3 DAYS AND IF I DON'T SLEEP TODAY, THEN IT'S GOING TO BE FOUR DAYS!!!

Yesterday was a very fun day. Me and friends had our party here in my house. We ate lots of foods and got our tummies big. Preparing all those stuff was very tiring. I then continued to do my projects...

Earlier, I was watching a show that featured Paquito Diaz. He is a veteran actor known for portraying a bad-ass antagonist in many movies. The show had clips of his last interview on television. And I can say that I really did not recognize him. His trademark mustache was gone, his hair was almost white and his body became thin. He died last March 3.

My grandparents were sleeping and I looked on their faces. I suddenly felt my tears falling and as I'm typing this post, I'm almost crying. I became sentimental. My fear of losing them (just as I mentioned in this post) came back. I became crazy thinking on stuffs like what will I do if they're not beside me anymore. I can't imagine what I would do if that happens.

I know that it may be because I'm too stressed and haven't slept in days so I'm crazy thinking like this. But its reality, that's why I still can't move on. I can't shift to the positive things even if I wanted to. The more memories I remember, the more sentimental I get and my fear of losing them hurts me so much...

I can't say things anymore, I'm too depressed and I'm crying right now...
:'(

cheer me up

I clicked on the wrong button just earlier and I stumbled upon this card ranking:

Somehow, I felt a little relief when I saw that. For the first time, I've seen my name in the Leaderboard Rankings which I don't really bother checking out. The stress I had these last days made me realize of my own efforts...

Alright then! Gotta go back to my projects and finish them so I can finally rest sleep in peace! :))

I'm dead... -_-

Remember this post?

Until now, I really haven't slept... I can't believe I ACTUALLY DID NOT SLEEP FOR MORE THAN 48 HOURS!!! (2 days)... I'M SUPER DUPER BUSY!!!! DX

Its March already and since I'm a graduating student, I do expect to be busy as Graduation is coming near. But I never expected it would be THIS busy!!! And until now, I can't sleep since I have to finish a lot of things:

• A logo design for a contest (I'm after the reward money!)
• Stupid HTML exercises showing the actual code and what it would look like
• Tomorrow, my friends are coming to my house as an our farewell party (we can't do it after Graduation since one of my friend will move to another place)
• A CD of Johann Sebastian Bach's famous compositions
• Need to buy a dress for Turn-Over Ceremony (more like a prom) this coming March 11
• Graduation preparations and fees to pay (which I feel we can't afford -_-" )
• Typing jobs

Right now, I really feel like I'm going to die. I'm really feeling sick but I force myself. I have to stay awake. I can't remember how many cups of strong coffee I drank lately... I can't imagine what I'll look like when the prom comes or even at the graduation day itself. OMG! I look like a zombie -_-

I'll be surely sleeping for a few days straight after this and no one's going to stop me! >:((

"my grandparents"

The Death Education we had yesterday really freaked me out. Not for myself, but for my grandparents. I grew up with them and not with my busy parents... I've been really close to them although I'm not the type of person who expresses a lot especially when it comes to love. They're still strong, but I am aware that they are getting weak as years pass by... I'm scared when the time comes they are gone for good... Its adding even more stress to me and I'm getting confused... :'(

*logging out now, I still got more things to do...*

3 words...

I GOT PROMOTED!!!!! :))

I'm now a Senior Otaku! -_-
Though I can't celebrate it since I'm too tired and I still have a lot of work to do... oh, I miss theO already....

*sleepy...*