Quite feeling lonely since the last few days because of many things:
Our speech choir won second place. But that's not why I'm lonely. It's just that one of the students from the winning section, EC (the star section), bullied us in Facebook. Saying things like "Do you think we are the losers? You guys are such a pity just because you're not granted with such victories. Not because you won the musical play doesn't mean you're going to win the next ones." It really hurts me and the others a lot. Especially since THAT person was once a part of our section (section 1). I can't believe he doesn't know about what we would feel like. Hearing those words coming out from him. It makes me mad since he's making it look like we are the wrong ones. But still, I told my classmates that the musical play and the speech choir should be a "friendly" competition. It hurts me so much since our sections have been rival for the past 4 years. And our graduation is coming soon, but still the gap between us just got even bigger just because of that stupid Facebook status posted by a stupid person who doesn't know how to appreciate where he came from.
We had a test yesterday and earlier this afternoon. It was our semi-final examinations. I'm quite pressured since the semi-finals is much more important than the finals itself. We had tests on all subjects with ALL the topics we learned since June. That is, if we actually learned something! :P But I'm having the feeling that I'm not going to fail. I don't study/review during tests. But my "stock knowledge" is 100% reliable. ;) Also add the fact that we. section 1, are notable for our CHEATING TEAMWORK during exams. We have a lot of persons that are "major" in a particular subject. I'm one of them, and I'm an "English major". But sometimes "stock knowledge" and the "majors" could fail, good thing we have "hidden sources" found at every corner of the room: behind the blackboard, inside my classmate's bra, etc... Just look forward, backward and sidewards. -_-
March is coming soon. Graduation is coming soon. I'm going to miss my friends and I'll be going to college. I'm getting sentimental and having the fears of losing my friends. Stepping on a new change in my life is quite something I don't like. Even if I can easily adjust to things. I guess I just like things to be permanent even though I know myself that change is the only thing permanent in the world.
