feeling sad :'(

I mentioned yesterday that we were going to UST (my college university, hopefully) to complete my enrollment process... Sadly, it did not happen. The reason was, I was moved to batch 2 for enrollment. I'd have to wait for may 24...

We actually went there by the end of March something to pass my missing requirements that will be until April 2. That time, my school card/report card/grades were not yet released by our school. In the Philippines, report cards are usually released days after the graduation. If you remember, I graduated April 7 (5 days after the deadline). Luckily that time, the submission for report card was extended until April 25 which was yesterday.

I was really sad about what happened. They did not inform us about that. We had speculations that we were arranged by our surnames (which is a disadvantage to me sometimes since my surname is "V") and its possible that I might get a not-so-good schedule! Which is what I don't want to happen... Its very dangerous especially since my place is far from that university.

If I get a bad schedule, I'm totally not going to college even if it displeases my parents!!! A lot of bad things are happening around the country and I'm not risking my life even so. Childish, but I'm not changing my mind. Even if college will be my steady future, I don't want to take it in a way that I'll be attracting a lot of unexpected events...

In the end, we just took a few pictures and ate at some place special. I pretended to be fine. But deep inside, I'm really disappointed. My brother treated me a halo-halo and I bought myself one of my favorite Wonka Nerds candy. Somehow, I felt relieved. Thanks for reading guys...

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