Sorry if I might sound mean...
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I'm pretty serious that I'm on a 4 year hiatus. But there is one person who PMed me and got me really on my nerves... I'm doing this post to clear myself an hopefully that crazy b*tch will understand.
u should not hiatus!!! u don't always submit stuff & then u're hiatusing??? u need to study but make more walls, cards, etc...!!!! less world post & more works please... prove 2 me u're worth of my subscription... or else, i'm unsubscribing...
First of all, I don't currr about my subscribers. They all come and go. If you want to unsubscribe, I'm okay with it. Unsubscribers doesn't affect my life at all.
Second, if you browse on my works (and observed the dates of the submission), then you should have realized that I submit stuff at random times. The number of my submissions proves them all.
Third, why should I pressure myself on making more works? People subscribe because they like your works. The person they're subscribed to is not obliged to make these people think that their sub is worth it. If you don't like random updates from me, then unsubscribe. I don't give a f*ck. I have my own business...
Fourth, don't even try to mess with what I want to do. I prefer sharing updates and I'm busy to make edits. So what? Why do you turn small things into bigger ones. As if my posts will contribute to the end of the world...
I can't believe such a person like you exists... You probably don't have anything for your life right now. I am announcing a hiatus because I want to focus and work my a** of for college and then you're telling me to make submissions as well? I appreciate that you like my works but I'm sad because you don't seem to understand why I'm even doing this 4 year hiatus of mine. Do you even have an idea what COLLEGE can do for you in the future? Or should I say, do you even know how important EDUCATION is for one's life?
Joining theOtaku doesn't oblige its members to submit walls, cards, fan arts, etc... Its a simple site where every otaku can mingle with other otakus who share the same interests as well.
I know that I've improved a lot because many artists here are so damn amazing. But with my hectic schedule, I'm trying to stay away from temptation. I don't really mean anything bad. But every time I see an amazing work, I tend to get distracted, open Photoshop and then make edits instead of doing what I'm supposed to do. Honestly, if i stay active in theO, this bad habit of mine will ruin my good college opportunity. I'm enrolled in one of the best (and expensive) university in Asia and I'm not gonna do anything stupid just for the sake of my own future. I do improve in theO but I'm pretty sure that I will learn a lot more things on my preferred course. Do you get what I mean? I learn a few stuff in theO and improve by myself. But in college, there will be people to teach me things that's even more helpful for me. If I learn editing in theO way, I'm still a newbie in everything no matter how pretty my works are. Unlike when I'm focusing in college, I'm a professional who is knowledgeable about a lot of stuff.
I realized that I can't be in theO for the rest of my life. I will have to find a job one day and work for the sake of my family.... Earning a lot of money is my selfish and ambitious goal. That's why I'm taking college life so seriously.
Even so, I already mentioned that I'm still in touch... I'm checking out updates from you everyday. For now, I want to focus on my college... I expect a lot of jobs to be made and done. Please understand... :'(
I can't believe I'm pissed right now because I have to explain myself...
I don't classes tomorrow so I'll take a rest and arrange a few stuffs and works I got to do. I will also go to my high school and get the annual year book thing. Til then, I'll try to keep you guys updated. Not guaranteed.
End of rant...
