I've been working hard on my art on all subjects but the results are either unfinished, crappy or given a low score that was far from what I expected. I'm already getting sad by my lack of artistic skills. I'm always intimidated by the works of others and I'm always wondering why can't I do the same? I'm always working hard but I'm afraid I can't meet the expectations of others, especially my parents.

I'm very passionate with art but I'm starting to doubt if this course is really the one for me. I feel like I'm just doing my art just for the sake of academics. The way I do it is no longer as passionate as I always did before.

I don't even know if I still want to continue or just give up. I know I can't quit this course, not after all the huge expenses on my tuition fee and materials. I don't even have the guts to tell my parents about how I've been feeling lately.