Hello, hello. My name is Xan and I will be your host this evening. Tonight we are serving Boring Life Problems, SHAMELESS Self Promotion, Conceited Blathering, and Mainly Stupid Stuff. Our most popular wine is Why Me. May I seat you?

Feel free to browse but try not to carouse! I hope you enjoyed my pun up there, because I sure did. Here's some boring facts about moi:

• Not a chick
• Not a dude
• So stfu
• I love you! ily, ilu, <3
• I am the Prince of Punk

Blah blah blah BLAH BLAH UGH HOW BORING.
There's really not much else to say. In my past-time I sleep and draw ugly pictures. Sometimes I write stupid words, which you can see in my only other world "Ugh Just Some Words." Otherwise I'm just a piece of trash weeb.

Back From the Beyond!

Just got back from the beach. It was pretty cool.
I thought I was losing one of my best friends.... but then I realized I was just being selfish by thinking he should have just hung out with me the whole time. Like, he has his own life and it's not all centered around me. And I just wanted special treatment because we're best buds. He's got his own life, and I've got mine.
I hung out with this cool girl named Mellanie. She was nice.
And then my aunt lost her phone and didn't drop the car off and I came home mad and then she got mad and I don't think she'll talk to me for the rest of the night. Sigh.... Oh well. Things should be better tomorrow.
I've just been listening to Blow Me (One Last Kiss) by P!NK for a while. I was playing it originally because I thought me and that guy weren't really friends anymore, but now I'm just addicted to it.

#SoMad

Hashtags kind of annoy me. But more to the point: I have to create a new pottermore account. Grrrrrrrrrrrr. I can't remember any of my old passwords. Sigh, oh well: that's what I get for not getting on in like three years. I can't use my shitty computer to run pottermore either because it'll probably crash. Darn it.
Oh well. Maybe I'll get a new computer for graduation. :P
I feel like I'm going back into my Potterhead phase. Which isn't a bad thing. I adore the Harry Potter world.
Anyways, I had this cool dream about these figures that each had back-stories, and there were Harry Potter figures and Homestuck ones and Halloween ones and it was awesome. I wanted to turn it into some stories, but I haven't found a way yet. All I've got so far is two "acrocats" for the Halloween figures. I don't know. Meh.

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I have decided that I am nothing special. I have never excelled at school. I have never really shown signs of intelligence. I am normal. But being normal is okay. I shouldn't be trying to be better than everyone because we are all equal. And I am just me. People tell me I'm intelligent all the time, but I'm just of average intelligence. So I should stop trying to be perfect because nobody is perfect. We are all just people. And that is normal. It's normal to be a flawed human being.
So I'm going to stop trying to be perfect and do it all, and now I will look to my strengths for guidance instead of trying to fit into shapes that are not me. It makes me sad that I'm not super intelligent or gifted or anything, but I've known this for a long time. I've known that I'm just me. I'm more than a "bad" person or a "good" person. I'm... human.

I DID IT!

I DID IT! I FINALLY POSTED IT! Yes, I did it! It took me a couple of months and Spring Break to do it, but 'tis done.
In other news, my friends still suck at being friends with each other. And I'm melodramatic.
"Nah duh!"
Whosaidthat?? o_e

Anyways, I dunno', I just really like the set up of the worlds on this site. It's pretty cool.

Sup

Uh. So. I still haven't posted that picture. Yep. I am aware of this every day. And I have to go outside to take said picture because indoor lighting messes with my phone. And it's raining today.
I'm just here to talk about my problems.
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