Oh god, I'm going to be that awful prick who whines about Valentine's Day. Wahhhhhh. I want someone to love and love me back. In a lovey dovey way. So I can make it all a big deal and make these stupid contraptions and projects and present them and be happy. Like. I was gonna' text my friend B that we should go to Walmart and get stuff to make Valentine's. But then I realized I don't have anybody to give them to. I've made out Valentine's for my classes and teachers and friends, but I can't really do one that is all.... really awesome and stuff. Because I don't have anyone. And it makes me sad... because I don't have one person to dote on and make super happy and love. I've got multiple people to split my love up with. Wahhhhhh. :( Like, there's one person I like, but I've totes been friend-zoned. And I think if I make any moves then I'll be enemy-zoned. Which sucks. Because I only have so many friends. And then I'm supposed to be all.... social and stuff because my counselor says that's how I can get better. Which is true because I don't talk to others enough or speak my mind enough. But I freeze up whenever I have to speak what I'm thinking. So. Like.
This is dumb.