My significant other broke up with me yesterday... because they didn't feel like we clicked, to put it in layman's terms. I'm trying really hard to get over it. To move on. But I keep obsessing over them, which I really shouldn't do. They kept saying sorry, but I don't care for their apologies. They don't care, and so their sorry's mean nothing. I told them we can't be friends anymore because they only told me when I confronted them. They still don't care. They look at it as a learning experience. For future partners and friends.
I don't know what to do with myself. I'm so sad. I don't think I was even that really attached to them, I just wanted somebody to care. But I guess I put too much stock in someone who wasn't family. I mean, I plan on dying alone. I don't ever want a life-long partner. But this only lasted for, like, four weeks. I told them that I wanted someone who was committed and not to treat me like a toy or something. But they did anyway. Now what am I to do? I knew I shouldn't have acted interested in them. I guess I really should give relationships time to develop instead of jumping into them. I just wish their roommate knew that too. Their roommate has an odd view on romantic relationships.
I don't really have much else to say. Just sad stuff.