I just don't know

I still have no idea who I am or who I want to be. I'm keeping an identity journal, though, which I think is helping.
But what I am worried about today is how I please others instead of pleasing myself. Like, I live to please other people. So... I think that being myself should be the main point in life, and pleasing others should come naturally after that. But pleasing others makes me happy, too, so I probably have to find a happy balance. And paint happy trees and make happy mistakes.
I don't know.

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