Because I have no one else to talk to and I'm shaking.

It's very dramatic, really.

Okay so i was talking to a friend on msn about experiences with cockroaches and spiders and then I heard my mum using the flyspray so I asked if it was a cockroach and she said it wasnt and then I said so what is it and she said oh it's just a small spider and i said how big and she said 'about 3 inches' and then so there was a huntsman on the celing and it was about 3 inches big and me and my mum were on our own and its about 10 at night and it was on a web so it was coming down towards the ground and it was getting closer but we had to keep on watching it so it wouldnt hide and my dad lives on the other side of the city so my mum didnt want him to come all the way over here and then it landed on the ground but we couldnt find it and we had to look for the spider or else it might have escaped and if it did that then we would have to be sleeping in the house with a huntsman on the loose, which are venemous by the way but then my mum went up and put a lunchbox over it and then she put the fruit bowl on top of that and i'm supposed to be doing my homework now but im way too freaked out beacuse im really scared of spiders and it was really big and deadly and we were alone like i said so im supposed to be doing homework now but im watching lucky star to calm me down but inside im like AIIIIIIIIIIIIIE!

sorry to bother you with my bad spelling and tha fact that that sentnse was about two paaragraphs long but i cant type properly and i really feel like telling someone coz im like totally scared now so...err, yeah. sumimasen. just had to get that outta my system.

i keep on feeling things crawling on me.