I'll probably wind up toying with it some more, try to make it better but this is what i have so far. later.

Cut me until who I was fades like the seasons change
Carve away these eyes that never saw the truth of it
Rip it all off like the mask I have worn daily
Lying inside myself, divided and conquered
How did I last so long fighting what I am with what I’ve become
And I’d do it all over just to rid myself of this mask
Denied all I felt just to get by twice as hard
Hated what I loved, and loved what I hated
Cut everything until the blood runs red again
Carve out my heart just to ensure its still beating
Rip off the mask that sets out to keep me contained