this poem i wrote when i was a heroine junkie when i was in my first band 3 years ago yea i was a 13 yr old junkie and am so ashamed of it

I Know now i'm medicating
I Know that you been praying
I Know that god is wating
Something Tells me he can't save me

I Know now i'm procrastinating
I Crumble under Cravings
I Know that i'm novacating
God Is laughing and he won't save me

Drug under the tracks again
I've Lost another and it's my only friend

I Miss my veins, i miss my everything
Collapsed And punctured have i gone insane
I Miss my veins, i cannot beat this thing
One More shot and i'll be just fine again

I Miss my veins