self medicating drowning in fear
sinking into depression drowning in tears
left to die by the one i love
i take to many pills
it helps to ease the pain
the pain in my heart
as i know it's slowly rotting
you get what u put in
and people get what deserve
knowing i wont be standing firm
so i'll keep walk with my head hanging
watching my life go bak as my heart keeps aching
waiting to die
for i wont have to cry no more