Leave me be

its time to shut up
you're killin my head
go sip from your cup
and say that your hopes are dead

you bitch and moan
about shit that's your fault
I can't help but groan
and throw a little salt

on your wounds
it's just so much fun
making my rounds
with a loaded gun

please go away
I can't take much more
please dont say
anything just walk out the door

if someone asked me
if i would care
if you died they can see
that i wouldnt dare

you've put me through hell
and you ask why I'm a bitch
and yet you cant tell
you're like something i cant itch

I'm not a bitch or any other name
leave me be and go slowly die
why call me out when you're to blame
And no I won't even cry

when you leave
when you have finally died
I will wear my heart on my sleeve
and not try to hide

the fact that towards you all i feel is hate
you created your own fate
don't sit and cry on the date
and please just please
don't try to conversate

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screaming
crying
please someone
make me believe

believe that this
this is real
that i'm not going
to be made a fool

hurt too many times
wish i could stop
wish i could trust
guess i never learn

i wish i could believe
that its all true
give me some proof
that it exsists

crying
pleading
not to be shattered
once again

mind unstable
emotions disabled
body numb
heart crazy

Please
make me believe
that you're real
and not some made up
fairytale