I'm sorry

I'm sorry for interrupting the story and causing a scene. I really don't mean to be rude or act like a spoiled brat or anything by saying this, but seriously, I really feel out of place with this club T_T.

I don't want to quit even though I have a lot of reason to and I'm trying to involve myself but barely ANYONE except maybe two or three people that know me actually help me get INTO the storyline if even a little bit and I'm really upset about this.

I don't mean to get on anyone or anything or throw a fit about not being in the storyline, but I'm barely even given a chance. And some of the people in this club that are inactive also WANT to be in the storyline but aren't really given a chance either. At most they are given maybe one or two lines then everything else moves ahead and leaves them behind because they really can't catch up or are too busy and then they get confused and are labelled "People who don't participate and should be kicked out of the club" when the reality might be they aren't given enough ground to pick up a storyline on.

"They should just enter randomly and at least post"

And who is actually paid attention to when someone does that? I mean, I've seen a ton of people do that and I've tried to, but normally they are ignored and have to either continue on their own, stop all together and give up on the storyline, or BEG for someone to include their character in their post.

"If they don't post, they aren't even trying, they at least need to get into the storyline."

I've been trying, and I've seen others too. From what I honestly see (and I'm not going to be rude and point out any certain person) if certain people include your character in it and it's a person that doesn't post to much to a person that posts a lot, the person that posts a lot will normally IGNORE that person and go off doing whatever they were doing in the first place and completely CUT THEM OUT OF THE STORYLINE.

"You're overreacting. This isn't true."

If you really think that, then prove me wrong and look back to when this storyline began. I really bet you can point out more than 5 instances of this happening.

I'm really sorry for posting this long rant and if I'm being a brat, I'm sorry for that too, but it really makes me upset when I try and enter the storyline and basically have to be a loner with no one or maybe just one other person at least trying to help me out, and then get ignored and lost in everything. It just really makes me feel hated and like I'm not worth much in the club...

Again, I'm really sorry if I'm being mean and interrupting the story for no reason... but I'm just tired of this...

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