After another base was built up, we picked out our rooms.
I was probably one of the few that just went into their room and didn't come out to see anyone else. And it was mainly because I didn't know anyone other than Lupe, Estelle, but only maybe Vixy, Asao, and Shupple only somewhat... Though Shupple hates my guts and Asao doesn't like talking to anyone and Vixy is always with her cousin for the most part. And I'm not too sociable because I'm not exactly the "liked" or "included" type of pokemon, in fact, I think it's mostly because I'm also part ghost, I'm more of the "forgettable" and the "who is that person and why are they even talking to me, they should get away from me before I unleash *insert attack* here on them".
Reguardless I sighed and sat down my backpack on my bed. I had a feeling that this place could be gone when we came back so I had to take the more important items I had. I dragged a lot of the things out of the back and opened up my closet, grabbing some hangers to put up my clothes. There were three that I put up I didn't care much about, nor would wear unless I was forced to, but one that had a lot of memories for me was the one with my old security blanket.
I placed it within the closet and closed it, set my backpack down along with a picture on the nightstand by the bed, and then laid on my bed. I'm probably the only one who could remember a lot of what the others have done and what I have done... but it doesn't really matter. Not like anyone else seems to care, they only feel like they want to help themselves... Most of them all are just selfish and sometimes I wish they could just go away or die...- Wait, what am I thinking? Now I'm being selfish... How am I being selfish though? Everyone knows everyone but people don't really know me. That's my own fault though. No, I tried and no one cares. No I haven't tried hard enough I'm in this room. You know other gijinkas outside of the club. You don't really matter here. In fact weren't Lupe and Estelle your sisters? They don't care about you. They care about themselves. In fact, all they care about is how they look and that all the attention goes to them. I should be happy that they're getting attention though While you aren't? You're not important to anyone. They wouldn't even care if you left. I doubt they'd notice too. But... I sat up and thought what was going through my head It is true... everyone is selfish... They wouldn't care if I left. They claim we're all "family" but our "family" don't even know each other half the time! They only care about themselves and mainly who they flirt with. The only "Love" here is for the love of themselves.
I got up and grabbed my snowrunt snowsuit and the security blanket, putting them on for the time being. "Lupe and Estelle only let me be their sister out of pity... My parents captured by trainers... a little snowrunt alone without a name and cold to the touch, dying because of no home and becoming a gijinka. It's all clear to me now." I growled and knocked the photo off of the desk, glass shattering. "That picture means nothing to me now..." the used a powerful thunderbolt that came from the icicles on my head to break the diamond window, the glass shattered and I jumped out of the window.
After landing, I ran. I needed some time to think... and the only place was my home... the coldest place within Snowpoint city. I needed to be alone. I didn't know what to really think anymore.
I left behind my backpack, the other clothes except the outfit I always wear, and the shattered remains of the photo of Estelle, Lupe, and myself... when everything seemed to be right.
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No, I am not quitting the club XD this is an excuse to get Faye into the story for at least my writing. Since I have barely time to write much with unexpected events being told to me at the last minute and my mom dragging me off the computer -_-' sorry if you kinda got confused >>'
-Faye
