Sorry I haven't posted (I was super busy yesterday!) Y'all post so fast, I had 5 pages of posts to read (tho I skipped a bunch... soz!) So now I'm posting from a random point in time.
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I woke in my new room to the loud call. Estelle? I wandered down to the main room. Rubbing my eyes, I looked up at her.
"What's all this about?!" I called. The doctor started talking, but I didn't hear. I noticed the Umbreon Gijinka standing beside her. Something about him... he was kind of... I don't know. Is this what you might call "hot"? Cuz he certainly wasn't what I called "cute". He appeared not too much older than me, though maybe a year or two (she doesn't have very good age guessing).
"NO FREAKING WAY!" Estelle screamed.
"Hey, Kat? Are you feeling okay? I know you just got over the temporary paralysis in you legs, but your face is bright red!" said the Doctor.
"Ah! No, gomen! I'm just a little hot! That's all! Heh heh!" I replied a bit too quickly. He caught on and nodded, and left with a wink. As the room broke into small murmurs, I did my best to stop blushing and approached Reo.
"Hi! I'm Kat! I don't believe we really ever met before." I said. "Maybe we could talk some other time? We're all just kind of tired right now," And I don't want to say something stupid... I finished to myself.
"Yeah, I guess," he said, looking into my eyes. Why did dark and psychic types always seem to see right through you. I felt my cheeks start to grow hot. Then Estelle said something about sharing our pasts. The color immediately disappeared, and I smiled again, trying to be more happy than before to hide my scaredness to share about my past, and just my general sadness for remembering it.
"Well, uh, see you tomorrow? Preferably later in the day, since I'm not much of an early bird." I said nervously. I gave a nervous laugh, and left inconspicuously before I could get his response. There was no way I was staying for that. Hope Estelle won't mind, but she'll be mad if she notices.
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! I thought to myself. What am I thinking! I know how dark types are! I'd be dammed if I didn't! He probably thought I was too happy peppy... I sat down on my bed. Not that I acted like that when I wasn't around others. Normally, I like to hide my feelings. Most people couldn't tell when I thought of my old family and friends, when I thought of that cursed lab, or of that dark time when I lost control. I just smiled my way through life. In fact, I had become so good at it that no one ever saw through me, no one ever guessed my real thoughts. Pulling my knees in, I thought about how lonely I was. As far as I knew, I was the last Glameow Gijinka. I heard legends of an old Purugly giving wise advice in a small town, but my family group had been the remains of our over-hunted existence. Then the hunters came... and everything changed. Any one left surviving is locked in a cell somewhere. I was taken with them. I was the final and last experiment. I was the perfection that the hunters were looking for. I affirmed the suspicions of many. There was nothing good about the discovery. Because of it, I lived in fear. My fear became reality when I was captured, then trapped inside myself. There I was, so weak, so stupid! I barely fought then gave up. What the hell was wrong with me?! And now I can call many my acquaintances, but not really close friends. I finally found someone I like, and obviously I screwed it up on my first meeting. And, there was the probability of him and Estelle being a couple. She did introduce him, right? I was just a hopeless little girl, trying to be more than she was. Stupid, and ignoring the needs of others, and not even strong enough to protect herself. What was I thinking, liking someone I hadn't even met. Stupid, stupid, stupid girl!
Hot tears ran down my face. I finally let out the me that I never dared let anyone see. I hoped my door was closed, and I hoped no one walked in. It was a state I never permitted myself to let anyone see...
~Kat
Feel free to walk in on her or something! ^_^
Kat: HEY!! O\\O
Me: And I hope her crush on Reo is okay? If not, she'll get over it.
Kat: That's what you say...
Me: Yes, and I am you, so that means that you say that too!
Kat: O.o you hurt my head. Meany. >.>
