Still Not Going

After Reo and I went swimming, we said bye to each other and then went to our rooms. I had to take a shower before I went to bed for the night and comb my hair out.

"So you're going to the dance with Estelle?" I asked Reo, "That's great! I'm sure she's really happy with you."

"I am too," Reo nodded. Then after a pause for a minute he asked this, "What about you?"

"Hm?" I looked at him questionably.

"Who are you going to the dance with?" he repeated more clearly.

"Hmmm..." I said in a kid's tone, laid down in the grass, and then said bluntly, "Not going."

"How come?" he questioned, being kinda nosy.

"I barely know anyone and even if I did go, I'd just be alone with nothing to do," I sighed, "I'd pretty much be the lame girl that came to the dance just to be made fun of and set myself up for hurt."

"Come on, people aren't like that."

"Some are..."

"Just go and try to give it a chance."

"... Nah, I'm not going."

Then I went to sleep. I wasn't planning to leave my room tomorrow for the dance, so I might as well go to sleep now since it was near morning. "Nope, not going." was the final thing I said before going to sleep.

-Faye

(>> Geez really intent on not going... Then again, I kinda act the same way too if asked if I'm going to my own school dance ^^'. I don't go cause my friends normally have dates and I'm normally the girl in the corner that regrets even going in the first place ^^' but that's just me.)

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