Shupple
I couldn't believe how tired I was... I didn't really realize it before, but now that I did and after I fell a little bit asleep on Mear's shoulder, it kind of got people looking over at us, but Mear had made a set of balloons so that people would stare. I quickly set myself off of Mear's lap and went over to the chair was I was in earlier, I blushing bright red in response.
“I... just needed a nap... I think...” I said tiredly with some nervousness entwined in my voice. I felt embarrassed beyond belief and I half knew why, and yet, I was also dazed, so it was a little hard to take in things right now.
“Do you feel better though?” Mear asked with concern in his voice. I was feeling a bit better now anyways...
“A bit,” was the only thing I replied to him, looking at him and then suddenly blushing and looking away nervously. Why did I just do that? That's a little confusing... I hoped for Mear to say something, but nothing came out of him, and nothing came of me. It was about a half a second before we spoke at the same time. I think it was about time I told Mear the wish I had made such a long time ago...
“So about evolving...” Mear started.
“The wish I had made a long time ago...” I started, but we both broke off at the same time, I hesitating about what to say next. We both really didn't know what to say now... We both ended up doing a small nervous laugh to each other.
“How about you continue...” Mear forced a smile and I realized that I probably should tell him my wish... It was so old... It never came true...
“When I was with my family a long time ago, I was with my parents one night, exploring the forest and seeing a lot of Ghost Pokemon. They were talking about evolving that night, and how hard it was for Ghost Pokemon to fall for somebody or like somebody, because most Ghost Pokemon are lonely and never find a partner... My parents considered themselves lucky as they swung my arms playfully...
“We had come upon a meadow where we saw different types of Pokemon having fun under a star filled sky, and I laughed and looked up at the sky, seeing a wishing star. My parents told me about Jirachi that night, and that I should make a wish. I didn't really make much of an effort of making a wish and it was stupid...”
“What... was it?” Mear asked, my eyes going up to him now which made me blush a little and feel a little warmer as I heard fighting going off with mud in the distance. Okay...
“My wish was... to never evolve and I to have a lot of friends... maybe a boyfriend one day, but none of that came true...” I had wished Mear didn't hear those last few words...
I covered my mouth quickly but then took it off.
“Another part of it was for my family to stay together... The whole wish didn't come true. I mainly had wished for my family to stay together and to have a lot of friends...” I chuckled out of spite of the wish. The wish was so stupid... “The whole wish itself was so stupid... But I am... glad I have you as a... friend, Mear,” I told him with a slight smile, then feeling this tug in my stomach about the word 'friend,' like something was wrong with the word itself in this situation... What was... I don't... was... confusing...
I chuckled nervously as I looked over at Mear and I heard mud wrestling in the background just for a stinking gift card. I wonder if those guys were lying and just doing this for fun... I put that in the back of my mind and smiled at Mear a little bit more, unsure of what to say, but finally finding the words, I spoke up nervously.
“What... did you want to know about... evolving?”
