I watched as Estelle stomped her way out of my room. The only reason I wasn't there was because when I awoke I was down stairs on the couch. So obviously I was going to make it up to my bed. But as soon as she brought up the event I just knew I had to play it off and tease her. It was real and it did happen. I just didn't wish to discuss it and prob it because if I did she would ask me about the memories.
I put my hand on my head and leaned against the door. It was very true, everything I saw and what happened in the past was real. I remember it so clearly. It will be hard now because she was my first love and yet I loved Hoom too. What made the situation worse was that Hoom knew about my kiss.
I sighed and decided that I was very weak and needed to recharge and since there was a thunderstorm outside I decided that was the perfect refreshment. I went onto my balcony and jumped onto the roof and walked to the highest part. I enjoyed a good thunderstorm so I put my hands out and closed my eyes and focused on the storm. Thunder and lightning were everywhere but eventually I was able to attract the lighting bolts that hit my arms and body. Once that had happened I would absorb them into energy. It had been a long time since I did this and I felt my power grow with each thunder strike.
About an half an hour of this the storm subsided and I sat down on the roof. I guess all I really needed was some time to think about everything that had happen and try to stay my distance from everyone. I rested my chin on my hand that was relaxed on my leg as I watched the storm go off into the east.
What was going to happen now with Hoom and I? Or Estelle? I don't want to hurt either of them but I guess it has to be done. How should I handle the situation with Lupe or with the others for that matter? I really don't know.
I continued to sit up there and before I knew it a few hours went by. I guess I was lost in a trace thinking about everything.
"There you are I found you." A voice said from afar.
I turned my attention to see who it was but it was still dark.
-END-
Yay a short one...someone continue it they wish or not. I just needed to let Lux have his own time to ponder on his thoughts.
OH BY THE WAY I FIGURED OUT Lux's birthday....it is June 6th
