When I saw Hoom run off the roof the way she did, my heart dropped in my chest. I knew nothing I could say or do would help this situation get any better. I had no idea how to confront her and knew I needed to go to the source. My anger was growing every moment.
I got up and walked on the roof back to my balcony and jumped onto it. I went into my room and quickly opened my door heading down the boy's wing. This situation was uncomfortable and I couldn't take it anymore. I finally reached the door I desired and knocked on it. Clearly, they were inside because I heard footsteps coming to the door. The door opened up and I was face to face with Badrak. I only stared at him with anger.
"Hey Lux, is there something I can do for you?" He asked standing there a bit confused.
I didn't say anything but my anger grew in an instant.
"Hey Lux you look mad is every-" Before he could continue I grabbed him by the neck of his shirt and tightened my fist hitting him right in the face. The force of my punch sent him flying into a self and books fell on the ground. He looked up at me with a small bit of blood that dripped to the ground.
"WHAT THE HECK IS WRONG-" He began but I wouldn't let him finish. I jumped ontop of him and started punching him in his face. I wanted to cause damage. I wanted him to hurt. I wanted him to feel what I was feeling. My own hands were being covered in his blood.
"YOU BASTARD! YOU BASTARD!" I yelled as I continued to punch him. "ITS ALL YOUR FAULT! ALL OF IT! YOU FUCKING BASTARD!" Once again I hit him harder causing him to cough up blood.
"What....are ...cough...cough...talking about?" He managed to ask as I continued to pumle him.
"SHUT UP! SHUT THE HELL UP YOU JACKASS!" Grabbed his neck and threw him to the other side of me, denting the floor. He tried fdefending himself but I just took the hit and came at him again punching him in the stomach and the face. I wanted to cause pain for this bastard. He ruined my life.
"YOU DON'T GET IT DO YOU! IT'S YOUR FAULT! THAT HOOM WON'T SPEAK TO ME!" I hit him again but this time in the chest. His own blood spaltered on my face as my rage was growing as I glared at him.
"THAN YOU SHOULDN"T HAVE KISSED ESTELLE!" He stated as I stopped myself from punching him. My first was just inches from his face. "Hoom doesn't deserve to be cheated on. She certainly doesn't deserve someone like you who would go behind her back kissing other girls. That isn't what you do."
I leaned back with a cold stare at him as I sat on his chest. "You don't get it do you? That was only half of the story you idiot."
For a moment he looked puzzled and sat up whipping the blood from his face.
"You're a psychic, well I am sure you missed the part about her being human. Surely you knew about that?" I growled kneeling beside him, grabbing his hand and placing it on my forehead. "Why not get the whole damn story fool!"
His eyes grew big from surprise. But he closed them and I could feel him going through my faults. I continued to stare at him with hate and as soon as he entered my mind, he was done.
"Lux...I...Oh my god. I didn't mean to show Hoom that. It was an aciddent!" He stuttered as he placed one of his hands on his forehead. It had appeared he was in disbelief and only saw a small portion of what happened.
I got up and headed to the door. "I won't deny I love both Hoom and Estelle. But you had no business doing what you did, regardless if it was an accident or not."
"Well let me make it up to you. I will talk to her." He said as he got up pushing on his knee.
I stopped in the doorway and turned to him. "You've done enough. I am not stupid Badrak. You're right she probably doesn't deserve me. She seems a hell of alot happier with you are Lee for that matter. Take care of her because if you don't...I swear to Ho-oh....I'll kill you!"
I slammed the door behind me and walked off and my knuckles dripped of blood. He didn't say a word and didn't chase after me. As I got to the steps, I realized there was blood so I began to lick it off. Suddenly I heard somone crying and it was Hoom being comforted by Lupe. I sneared and continued to walk towards the door. I needed air and I needed out of there.
I couldn't believe what I did to him and felt a bit sick. Maybe it was my conscious because I was feeling really guilty about it. Getting away from the mansion was a priority for the time being and I was going to do just that. After some time I found myself at the lake as the sun brightly shined on it. I heard some noises and noticed Chii and Sparks trying to perform yoga. I had to chuckle because Sparks was struggling as Chii cheered him on like a male cheerleader. I couldn't help but laugh at that idiot Chii....though listening to him encourge Sparks was pretty admireable.
I turned my attention back the lake, that feeling of incouragement and faith in a person reminded me of family. How I missed that...maybe I just didn't belong at the mansion anymore. I was gonna hurt Hoom regardless and as for Estelle, well she has Reo who probably would be a better fit for her and-
"LUX!" Screamed Chii as he jumped on my back from behind as I fell face flat in the water. "Whoa man I thought you saw or heard me coming with those big ears of yours.
I only bubbled in the water and rolled my eyes. "Hahaha sorry Chii was zoning out I guess."
"Ha! And here I thought you would kill me for jumping you for that!" He chuckled as he sat on my back putting both of his hands behind his head.
Obviously, I would have killed him for that but I already did that earlier. What's the point of two victims? As I struggled to get up and Chii finally got off my back, Sparks made his way over to both of us as I dripped of water.
"You should join us?" He said as he came to a stop. "Chii is a master of yoga."
"Yoga huh?" I asked not sounding so convinced. "Sounds interesting."
"YEAH Well sitting on your back and looking at you, you seem tense!" Joked Chii slapping my back.
"Yeah...I guess I am." I mumbled as I looked at the ground. Than I was hit again on the head by Chii. "Ouch! What was that for?"
"Geez I am two for two today?" He said surprised. "Lux is something wrong? You don't seem like yourself."
Damn he was catching on. "HELL YEAH! Lets do this!" I cheered.
"That's the spirt!" Chii chucked as he jumped up. "Come on Sparky your turn!"
"It's Sparks!" He grouned. "Ummm...rah!" Lifting one hand in the air.
"Dude we will work on it!" Sighed Chii.
We all worked over to the place to do yoga. I only hoped this would help me losen up and clear my mind. I knew once I returned probably things would turn out for the worse. But for the time, just being with these guys made me feel a bit beter. Hopefully, this so called master would fix my tension.
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T^T Sorry Badrak....sorry Val....he has a temper a bit.....since he came back...lol anger issues....master Chii will save him...I hope!! :D Hope itw as alright and will change if I have too!
Someone continue!!! :3
