That dumb little Azurill. Does she honestly believe I didn't hear her coming with these ears? I stood behind a tree as I watched her drag a log back to the mansion. Good thing I used a swagger and a double team. That combo confused her and my plan worked. At least I could get rid of her for the time being. She continued on back to the mansion and I took off deeper into the mountains.
It was about already 3 hours since I left the mansion and I arrived at the mountain side. I gave out a big sigh and began to climb. My training was to begin here. Yeah the rocks were hard to climb and unstable as one broke under my foot and I hung there by the grips of my hand but I wasn't going to let go. I needed to train and punish myself. I cut my hands on some of the rocks that I climbed as I got higher. Before long, I had reached an open area on the mountain and looked down. Man was I already high, the trees look like ants. Even the air was thin so breathing would be difficult. I took my jacket off and put it on a rock.
"Alright Lux. It's about time you get your punishment." I announced aloud to myself. "You're such a asshole!"
I began to charge electricity and began punching the rock walls with all my might denting the mountain itself.
"You don't deserve Hoom!" I screamed. "You never did! You don't deserve Estelle either! You are not meant to be with any girl for that matter. You don't understand their feelings.....yeah you're right I don't....that's why I left."
Again I kept punching harder and harder not noticing the damage to my hands, than I began to kick the wall with my power.
"Badrak....he could die because of what you did! He won't forgive you!" I knew this already. "When the others find out you will be an outcast."
I don't care. I have always been an outcast. I needed to become stronger, I want to go back, I want to be a better man for Hoom. She was the life I wanted and more.
"God you're such a fool Lux." I cried punching the stone edges even harder with my electrical punches.
I continued this pattern for an hour or so causing myself my own damage but also get stronger. There was going to be no forgiveness but at the least I needed to do this to myself. My last punch I lost my balance and stumbled backwards on the rock where my coat was. I sat down on the ground and leaned back as I looked at the sky and pondered on today's events as I driffted to sleep.
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*sighs* Ok short post, seriously, I am introducing a new character that is why Lux is gone. =_= AND he is staying at the mountain lol. I think Lee is the one who is gonna be going after him and drag him by his ear or something....no idea....alright sorry but next time I post will be the follow up to Kratos....and the intro of my new character....hopefully.....
