-Badrak
I tried to make a suitable welcoming for the new Absol gijinka who was entering the mansion; however it all turned into something strange.
"You're new here, right? My name's Badrak, this guy here is Lux. He's not so bad once you get to know him. Oh, and pay no mind to my current condition... I just got into a little accident." That last phrase was not necessary and a part of me preferred not to mention anything about the subject, but yet again I guess my strange talking was caused because of the side effects of the morphine? I was not really sure.
"You've got perfect timing; we were just about to have a meeting to introduce the new gijinka. You can come with us." Seeing neither Lux nor the Absol were saying anything, that phrase was the first thing that came to my mind. After that we headed to the meeting room and as soon as we arrived the new gijinka fainted; we were lucky enough not to be able to enter since it would not be a nice action to see, especially for the other new members.
"Can't just leave him here right? Why don't you head in there, while I get him something to eat at the very least?" Said Lux as he helped the guy; his idea sounded perfect for me.
"That probably is best. I will fill you in once you return." If there was a list or something of course. As soon as I entered I found a place to lean against and remained there since the pain wasn’t entire gone; the other reason were the side effects of that morphine; I felt nausea, dizziness and the headache was something I was trying to manage; still I was grateful for not having other possible side effects such as euphoria….definitely it wouldn’t be appropriate for the timing.
New members were nervous and at that time the doubt hit me; did I already introduce to Lupe? Well as far as I knew I wanted to introduce myself properly to her several times but just seeing some explosive results from her did not help in taking the resolution; then in that strange dream-thing I had the chance to talk to her but it was hard to bring the conversation to my mind; meaning with that I had to introduce myself? The answer was quick as soon as another wave of nausea attacked me, definitely no, if that were the case then half of the members should introduce again…
“I would talk later to the ones I don’t know” I thought to myself as my eyes saw Gil taking the initiative to start the introductions round; however the starting got interrupted by an incident; as soon as my body felt tension, it prepared to attack…a really bad idea if you asked because the fast movements hurt. I was getting desperate by being in that situation; I wanted to rest on a room or simply get out of there to meditate and think in something else.
The feeling of dizziness was not helping me to notice who was at the conflict until there was a conversation; not even listening to that helped the condition.
After that, the introductions continued smoothly, my mind absorbed the necessary, meaning, remembering name, gender and type of pokemon. As everything came in order, another thought hit me; where were Akira and Poochy? Were they fine? My eyes turned and began to search in the room; first they saw Akira talking to Nyarth and Nina, just seeing her safe made me really happy; a smile came to my face and then my research continued; for a moment I thought Poochy was not there but then I realized she was pretty close to my location.
This shows you how bad your senses are….
She seemed kind of bored…should I talk to her? That was not the real question ¿Would I be able to arrive to her location without tripping half way?? Well that was the only productive thing I could do so I headed towards her being satisfied at the end for making it in a normal way; the side effects were vanishing.
“Good Afternoon Poochy, no wait it is already night, then..” she turned to look at me “I’m glad you are safe…” Next thing I know is that I’m giving her a soft hug
“I’m glad to see you are safe too?” She looked at me with eyes that inquired and explanation, what to say then?
“I would make sure to tell you the story in another time; I don’t find it is the best time to do it…” I waited for an answer from her part.
-Hoom
I definitely had to exit that room in order to calm down; seriously I got that protective or aggressive when it had to do something with Hon, this was the first time it had to do with another person and the truth was I didn’t care what the actual situation between us was because at the end the only thing I was aware of was that I cared for him.
The first thing I did was to enter the first bathroom I saw and splash some water on my face, it left a fresh feeling that was just what I needed but then as my eyes saw a reflection of myself in the mirror questions and doubts began to slowly arrive.
Was my behavior wrong? Maybe I should listen to both sides of the story since Xio was pretty kind to me when I first met him…Probably I judge him wrong, or not? Then again there was Lux reaction, something I couldn’t simply ignore…..
“I should probably be seeing how is Estelle doing at calming him right?” I said to myself thinking I could worry about everything later; first was him, no first was I; at the end I opted for breathing outside and then I could search for him.
That was the best decision I could take because as soon as I exited and had time to think about things I got pretty confused, at least the nature was peaceful..
"Are you alright, Hoom?" For a moment the voice startled me but soon it was recognized leaving me better than before.
"I really don't know...." Was the first thing I told him just being able to answer with the first things on my mind; as I thought about it everything felt worse "I don't trust Xio..." I guess that was the main problem; yet his first impression was good so why was I judging him like that?
"That was rather obvious considering the situation, I'm not ready to judge the man until he has proven me with something worth taking Judgment over," Definitely Lee-san was right…still…Why do everything had to be this confusing? I was grateful to him for saying those words though….
"I just...." Once again I wasn’t able to answer with a complete phrase, I even wasn’t able to organize my thoughts…
"I'm not saying to change your mind, Hoom, I am saying this is my own way of things. If you sense something not right in the air then be cautious of things. However, do not simply look for evil in someone if you sense it. I have done this too many times myself and have lost a friend on the matter once more." That last thing was pretty shocking for me; I wasn’t sure if the feeling was because of the fact Lee was being pretty honest with me or the fact he was right in everything he as saying.
"Lee-san...." Everything began to turn clear at that time; a decision was being made in my mind. It was true that there was something odd about Lux and Xio but still I couldn’t do reckless things right?
"I understand... thank you... I can't change the way I feel about this... but... I understand and will not to jump to all the conclusions just yet... I'll see what plays out..." I finally said looking at Lee’s smile but at the same moment thinking about in how did it felt…"Why do I have such a bad feeling about this?" I thought about saying it in a low way because Lee had done anything possible to try and clear my mind, still I think he managed to hear me but didn’t say anything about it; I was very grateful to have him there, if it weren’t for him, I should probably be crazy.
"Hoom, I don't believe that we should leave the group of Gijinka alone too long, I'm returning back to the group for now. I plan to say good bye.” WHAT???????!!!!!!!!!!!!! I quickly turned to him and tried to keep myself as calmed as possible as I talked.
“Why?" Guess trying to be calm was not working.
"I have overstayed my welcome, and I must still find my family..." If it was for his family then I knew how he felt…still…still I wanted to be selfish; it was the first time I wasn’t the big sister, it was the first time I could count with someone for advice and many other things like Hon did with me….
Once again I talked what my mind had in it at that moment, trying as hard not to cry, even though, it was impossible.
"Lee-san...Please don't go....Please.... I don't know what I'm supposed to do... You brought Lux back to me... but I'm... I don't know what I am.. Estelle is not going to just..and what do I even know about Lux?...I don't... I don't want him to leave again...." What was that? Definitely a phrase full of nonsense things.
From one moment to another Lee put his hand on my head
"If he leaves again, I'll bring him right back, Hoom, maybe with more broken bones than before, but still home again." Two things happened at the same time; first one Lee’s hand over my head made the crying worst but the last comment made me smile. If only I could be able to tell him what I felt: relieved for having him there , for meeting such a wonderful man like him and for the fact he was willing to stay at that place knowing he was searching for his family…
"I won't let him off that easy, and it appears that matter will take some extra time... No matter... I will wait." Yes, he was going to stay.
"You're..." Before I could even say all the things I wanted he continued, but it was fine.
"I'll stay until this house no longer is my home," Once again his smile brought me happiness
"Thank you... Lee-san," At least I was able to tell him that; when everything was better I would talk to him about it.
"Let's go back to the Gijinka main room, Hoom-imouto," Imouto? He wasn’t aware of the happiness that last word imprinted on me.
"Thank you, Lee-san." I said as I grabbed his hand and we walked back to the room where everyone was.
Not too long after we arrived, my nose and eyes noticed Lux was still outside somewhere and alone since Estelle was now there.
“Hmmm he is still no here…” I said muttering
“Yes I’m aware of that” Lee answered and then I raised my eyes to look at him
“you are anxious right?” He finally said.
“Just a little worried, that’s all; besides like you said, everyone should be here right?” He nodded “Then I won’t take a long time…I’ll be right back” I gave him a smile and headed out following Lux’s scent. It wasn’t hard to find, what was hard was to approach him since he probably wanted to be alone and that was the reason for Estelle being in the room again. A sigh came out from me
Still I’m going to take the chance and see what happens…
He sure was deep in thoughts but noticing he too was suffering was something that couldn’t be ignored; I slowly walked to him and then kneeled embracing him; no word came out from me since it was the best I could do at that time.
"Thank you Hoom..." it was a whisper but my ears heard it "I love you..." that too I heard; if he said it then it meant , it meant it was true. I hid my face in his neck and whispered too “I never stopped loving you…” after that I let go from the embrace and placed myself in front of him grabbing his face in my hand.
“Then shall we return to the meeting?” He quickly answered with a negative movement with his head.
“I know its going to be hard but you have one thing he doesn’t…” At that time he raised his eyes “You have me by your side” I smiled then continued “and you will always do…Besides I won’t let you get distracted with anything he does” I winked and for the first time in that space I stole a smile from him, that made me happy so I kissed his forehead and stood up offering my hand.
“I would ask it again, shall we go Lux?” at that time he grabbed my hand and stood up; I didn’t let go his hand
He really made me suffer today; however at this time he needs more support than I do…
When we arrived the eyes of familiar friends placed on Lux
See? They were worrying for you…
Lee was still in the same place so I guided Lux there and grabbed Lee’s hand with my other hand.
“I’m grateful to have you both by my side” I hugged Lee in a soft way “Thank you Nii-sama”
“Huh?” was the only thing Lux said
“Anyway, I wonder if this is going to last for a longer time…you both need to rest right?” I turned to look at them.
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OOOOOOOOOOOOk I really hope it was fine!!!!!! if not just tell me XD
mm included in Badrak's: Abbie, Lux, Gil and Poochy...
In Hoom's: Lux and Lee XDD
okok Now to convince my dad to let me use the scanner
