gomen for taking so long sweet thing ^^''''
Badrak: -____-
-Badrak
Included: Roselyn, nyarth and mentioning of Lux and Xio
After I met with Lux and both concluded to forget about the previous incident, I thought that the first thing to do before starting the reparation in the mansion was to clean, so I went against some of my principles and used my physic abilities to move pieces of broken furniture and glass from place to place until there was a large mountain of it; at the end I teleported it outside the mansion but there were not many visible changes in the inside; besides using those abilities and creating the field around the mansion were taking all my strength and because of the same reason a little break in the room would be great for me.
I began to walk to the male’s area trying to remember were to turn but at the end there had to be something wrong with my memory because I finished somewhere else, yet something told me it was going to be easy to return so it wasn’t a problem. Just when I was about to leave, my nose felt the same sweet scent of the Roselia that Xio brought back then; if the scent was near my place either the woman had recovered very fast or she was still weak and lost. My body followed the scent and find out that the woman wasn’t weak but she seemed pretty lost if you asked. I approached her and softly put my hand on her shoulder in order for not causing her to be afraid; that was not the case because she received me with a smile.
“Do you need something Kadabra-san?” She had beautiful eyes and was also lively, a beautiful woman.
“I’m sorry, it wasn’t my intention to surprise you, it’s just that it seemed to me you were lost and I thought you needed help….am I wrong?”
“Well, the truth is that I need some help so I’m grateful for your kindness” I was glad for being some help for her; I bowed.
“If I’m not asking too much, could you tell me your name? It would be strange to try and give you a tour through the mansion referring me to you as Roselia-san…By the way my name is Badrak” I had forgot to make any introductions before so I wondered if that was wrong; with certain persons there wasn’t any problem, but something was different with this Roselia.
“Oh I’m so sorry! I don’t know where my manners went; my name is Roselyn and it’s a pleasure to meet you Badrak-san” there was my answer, she too behaved like a lady and thanks to my previous experiences, it was very difficult to find such types of personalities. It made me happy to have met her; besides she too had an adorable name.
As we walked I figured out I had talked too much when I told her I was going to make a tour through he place knowing it was enormous and that I simply knew some places.
“I have to be honest with you” Better if it was said now than later right? “I myself am sort of new to this place but I can show you the places I know and then we could try to find your room Roselyn” Now too see her reaction…
“Thank you for being honest; I don’t have any problems with you showing me the places you know so let’s continue” Very educated. We continued talking in silence since she seemed enjoying the details all over the place and so she was surprised when we actually arrived to a room that had also a sweet scent all over it; if I wasn’t wrong then that would be the room for her.
“This should be your room, I think you will find it perfect for you” I opened the door and for her comments you could see she was happy with it. Then I kept wondering I hadn’t detailed the room I had randomly entered when I arrived…could it be that it also had some details of my likeness? I had to see it when I returned to it.
“Thank you for showing me the room Badrak-can, you’re so kind”
“It’s a pleasure to help you Roselyn” I smiled to her and was about to ask her if she would like to continue the tour over some few places that were left but then she said
“If it is fine with you can I stay here a little longer? I want to detail all the things that are here…I think I know how to arrive downstairs in case of getting lost again…”
“I completely understand; then I’ll be leaving” Her attitude towards her new room made me feel that I truly wanted to return to mine and see if I wasn’t wrong or right; after it then some meditation would be great.
Finally I truly saw the room that I chose…for the first time, my eyes saw it completely and noticed it really suited my style, in simple words a kind of old French styled room, with a lot of books and also very calmed. The bed was comfortable too; I closed my eyes and began to meditate in order to gain strength again. When the state of meditation arrived a deep point then even an explosion could not take me out of it; however if my mind was not 100 % focused on the task, loud noises could break the peace; that was what exactly happened but still the session finished peacefully.
I floated over the bed wondering what where those sounds that were heard when the meditation began; then horrible things happened. At first a hit of different yet anguished feelings hit me…Something bad happened since many members felt like it, they were beginning to calm down tough…
How much time did it pass? Not a clear answer neither the time to think about it because another new wave hit me; however this time it was from someone familiar. That’s the reason for me to not get attached to others easily…that meant sometimes things like that wave came to me and it was something so quickly that it wasn’t possible to stop it. Sometimes it could be manageable but when it came with death…it was a different story that also involved images from past events that were not going to left me.
The headache was increasing by the second as I felt that feeling of dead; if it continued it was going to end as usual….
Please…no…Lux….dead…No…Not those images again….
I grabbed my head with my hands and went over a fetal position as a field began to gather around me
Ada…Brad….no!!..not that day again…not again those images of myself..!
Everything got worst as several images of my siblings dying mixed with Lux dying and my attempt of suicide when Felicia betrayed me passed in a quick mode through my head; those nasty feeling again….I felt the furniture begin to float around, then the door of my room was pulled out of place; I was beginning to lose control but if the vision stopped then it was over…either way the result was going to be bad. The headache was unbearable and then a voice was heard.
“Badrak-san? Are you feeling fine? Bad-” For what it could be seen it was Nyarth. The door began to rip into little pieces as showing the pain going through my body and when I thought the field was going to make an explosion it all ended with the worst images.
The last seconds of my siblings and the last ones of Lux. It felt as if air left my body for some seconds…I couldn’t move and I had saw how another one died….Why?...why? My body was paralyzed then it began to tremble and then it stopped; my senses returned and when my vision was focused again I saw the little Meowth gijinka by my side.
“a-are you…”
“I-it’s fine…let ju-just said it was a…really hard headache…” He kept in silence and then it was when I noticed my hand was holding his pants in a hard
way “can…I ask you a favor?” The kid nodded…
“could you stay with me for some minutes? I don’t want to be alone”…facing up with my fear once again.
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Emm short post hehe gomen!! ^^''' since I don't know what else to post I asked kro for help and she did helped me and soo since lately I've been thinking about writting of how Badrak's fear came to be emm I guess the post has to do with something like that??? Bleeeeeh
anyway Eko-chaaaannn I hope this works for you :D
