Finally Gil's post :DDDDD enjoy and tell me what you think
Gil~
Included: Lux, Raine, Hon, Hoom Lunette
After Raine woke up I decided that the best thing in order for not embarrassing her more than she was, was to talk with her and maybe present her to Hon; I thought that if we were more then she would feel better? Well I wasn’t sure at all but as soon as we knocked on Lux’s door the only one there was Hon who was about to leave.
The first half hour we thought Hoom and Lux were somewhere else in the hospital; probably walking or talking; but then when the half hour passed and there was no signal from them, at least I began to worry. Who knows what if something bad happened to them? Or maybe I was being paranoid right? Yes I was being too nervous for a strange reason.
We kept talking but time passed and still no signal for them.
“Hey Gil, I know my sis is well, they are probably going to appear soon” Seriously? Was I that evident?
“I guess you’re right Hon…let’s wait for them then.”
Soon after I said so, we felt a rush of anger coming towards us; to be more specific coming to me, and who was the one spreading that feeling? No other than Lux.
“LUX STOP IT NOW!” Hoom’s yell verified my thought of something being really wrong.
“huh? What is wrong Lux?”
“Something I should have done a long time ago…YOU FUCKING BASTARD!!!” I was confused by receiving a punch without knowing why; while that thought came to my mind I lost the second to get rid of his arms so seconds later I was being dragged towards his room.
“I FUCKING HATE YOU BASTARD I WON’T BE SECOND TO YOU HERE ME! I HATE…HATE …HATE YOU!!”And there was I wondering why the hell was I letting this bastard punch me? Oh yes I was still trying to figure out what reason did he have.
“I TRUSTED YOU! YET YOU HIT ON HOOM! I SEE HOW YOU LOOK AT EACH OTHER. SHE ADMITS SHE LOVES YOU AND I SUPPOSE YOU FEEL THE SAME!”
All right that got me so angry; indeed I loved Hoom a lot but what this IDIOT Luxray wasn’t understanding was that I wasn’t hitting on her!! What pissed me off was that he was this idiotic…really.
“ACK…ARGH…JACKASS…GET…OFF ME!!! IT’S NOT LIKE THAT!” I tried to get him away from me “WILL YOU JUST LISTEN!”
“HELL NO! NOT A PRETTY BOY LIKE YOU!” Damn! He was destroying everything and it was like talking to a wall….I was loosing my calm so fast.
“YOU TOOK HER FROM ME! I WON’T BE A NUMBER TWO ANYMORE I REFUSE. I AM GOING TO STICK YOU FOR WHAT I WANT AND TEACH YOU YOUR PLACE YOU DAMN PRETTY BOY!!!”
I didn’t give him enough time to prepare his next attack, I was already preparing my punches with ice shard while he punched me. Hell I was going to let him do as he wanted. I jolted towards him punching him on his face and chest; sometime between the attacks I realized that if I lost my entire calm I was going to end killing him, but again he wasn’t listening; but I wanted a little revenge at least so I prepared another punch at the same time he did and we both dodged it. If this was going to continue I was prepared until he was too tired to move and maybe at that time we would talk in a civilized way. We both prepared our punches again but that time the door felt.
“IM GOING TO FUCKING-” I was the only one who saw Hoom entering the room and placing before me to receive the attack???!!!!! Was she stupid or what????? I was preparing to catch her but she only flinched a little and then turned to Lux. At that time I noticed three things; first one, I wasn’t able to do anything to stop her, she surprised me. Second she was strong for receiving that punch but the scent of her blood was not something good for me. Third, it was the second time I felt that aura coming from her…
What did that bastard do to her?!
“What?! Are you going to continue punching me and throwing me away like you just did? Or are you going to put your damn pride away and listen for once??!!!”
Did he dare to hurt her before?? I was going to throw myself to Lux but Hoom continued too quickly.
“Fine. Then if you want to take your wrath against someone that would be me not him!” she turned to me letting me kind of surprised…It was clear they had a discussion but what on the world did they argue about?
“Gil is not guilty about anything… and Yes! I love him but you must be aware there are different kinds of love in this world…for instance you and Estelle; what would happened if I had acted like you did without hearing anyone huh?? I bet you had stopped me, and yes I know things are different between you right now but try to put yourself in my shoes….and don’t you dare to touch him again!!!!”
Everything was beginning to be clear now; his previous conversation and now this one let me know Lux was thinking or maybe imagining things and Hoom tried to make him reason but she couldn’t so he left and went for me and now…well at least she was making herself being heard but to tell you the truth…she was too angry…
“What Hoom, are you trying to threaten me?!”
“You tell me!! Think about your worst nightmare and I’ll be sure to make it real!!” For a moment I thought Lux was going to throw Hoom to a wall but he was trying to say something to her, something she didn’t let happen.
“Don’t touch me!! You know what’s the worst thing? After all you have done I still love you so much that my heart hurts…I hope you will be able to understand it one day; the question is that if there is going to be someone who will wait until you are ready to do so.”
“FINE!! Go away!!” Hoom left the room but then turned to me and the simple eye contact we made told me she was still pretty angry and hurt.
“I’m sorry; remember you are in a hospital; don’t do anything stupid.”
“The same goes for you…” was the only thing I told her before she disappeared. That previous scene simply told me something; it was the first time I saw that pain in Hoom’s eyes along of her being that angry towards someone who was not her father and the one causing everything and that hurt her so much was the bastard I had in front of me; I was so angry at that time; no one puts her on that state without me doing anything.
“Hon, go and search for your sister” I said firmly looking at the Houndoom who looked also scared from the scene
“I- it’s the first time I saw her like that…”
“She needs you right now so go!” Hon left running and Lux wasn’t moving and was still in front of me, good thing.
“Raine, please make sure no one enters this room and try to calm the people outside” I was going to ask her to forgive us for that behavior later, but right now I needed to do another thing; I grabbed the door and managed to place it again in the frame.
“Yo! Should I froze you first so I can talk or are you calm now?” definitely we weren’t calmed but at least he was going to listen.
“Just fucking leave pretty boy!!!” Ha! Really? I grabbed his neck choking him and that took him by surprise.
“It’s ok if you want to hate me, I really don’t care because I have been always alone…But the way you hurt Hoom because you are a damn stubborn jackass that didn’t hear her, is something I just can’t let be…Besides you did punch me hard this time asshole” I make him look into my face, I knew my eyes were the less friendly thing at the moment and that the room was getting cold because I wasn’t controlling myself but it didn’t matter.
“I don’t care if you are sick, heartbroken or whatever…but because of your own damn fear and insecurities, you just can’t treat Hoom like that nor comparing her with any other woman…Do you understand what I’m saying to you?”
“I don’t need anyone less you to lecture me and tell me how to treat Hoom…but maybe you know her better than me… huh?” I gave him a killer stare and control my body for not killing him in that same spot. I punched him and threw him away to his bed.
“You know what??...Just keep suffering about your own insecurities and fears…I won’t keep bearing it anymore and letting you hit me anytime you want just because you are jealous of a friendship…I’ll go now and if it makes you feel better I will leave the mansion…” I exited his room and left the hospital.
Being pissed out was the worst feeling, more when such idiot comments were made and a certain Luxray was too stubborn to actually hear anything… I kept on walking thinking if Hoom was feeling better and also what my next move should be…Maybe I just calming myself would be enough to return to the hospital, say…goodbye to Hoom?....and then go on a quick trip to the mansion to recover some of my stuff and then leave…again. Keep on moving as usual, maybe I would be able to keep contact with the other by le-
It was raining and when it rains people usually keeps inside their homes so either I had bumped into a crazy person or I was too deep into my thinking I had bumped into an object. I turned my face to the…girl who was at the floor; she too was a gijinka, a Lumineon gijinka and no…it couldn’t possibly be…
“Darling?” It was the same person and in my entire life I had just met one Lumineon gijinka.
“Lun is that you?” I said offering my hand to a beautiful girl noticing that it was my Lun.
“Oh Dear it has been a long time!” She said hugging me instantly
“Yes, indeed…I’m so glad that I had this surprise today…Lun, I know you adore rain but would you like for us to talk in a maybe, dry, place?”
“It would be my pleasure, but only if you are not busy with anything; I don’t want to interrupt you…”
“No, you are not interrupting anything, I have plenty of time.” We kept walking until we find a little and warm place with few humans and that accepted gijinkas, we simply talked, I couldn’t believe she was in front me.
“How have you been these years Lun?”
“Life has been…Interesting Darling, well what you can call interesting in the little town” She chuckled “…Then did you continued travelling?”
“Yes, I did, but now I am…was staying in a mansion full of gijinkas” I shouldn’t have said that because at the moment she noticed it.
“Was? Are you leaving that place?” Damn it…..it was my fault and I needed to change the subject.
“It’s a difficult matter right now…Umm how did things went with that guy?” I remembered something from the last time we saw each other…but as soon as I mentioned him, something went slightly odd with her expression.
“How to put it…I…things are doing fine I think…” before I could tell her something she continued “…Darling, do you perhaps know a Houndoom gijinka? Because it seems she needs to talk with you…urgently.” Houndoom gijinka outside…Hoom!!!
“Am I interrupting something?” Hoom’s voice sounded anxious
“This is Lunette, she is an old friend of mine and I had the privilege to found her today…What is the matter? Are you feeling better?” Before tears began to fall from her cheeks she introduced herself to Lunette.
“Are you truly leaving the mansion Gil?” Anything but to see her crying.
“Lun dear would you excuse us for a moment?” She simple nodded and I left with Hoom outside, just one look at her expression and I knew I couldn’t leave.
“Hoom…I ”
“You can’t leave!”
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I hope this calms your anxiety Iru-chan :D 3 posts in a row!